"I'm gonna miss you so much honey", my Mum said hugging me,
"please call me when you get there" she said grabbing my luggage out of the car
" I will Mum"
"I really hope this move will make you happy, I miss seeing you happy" she said setting the bag down
" I hope so mum, I love you bye" giving her another hug
"I love you too honey"
Waking into the airport it feels like I'm leaving some part of me behind in Manchester...
Maybe I'm leaving something that's been holding me back
I don't even know I'm just ready to play football again..... I miss it
I miss having a love for football, it's seems like I've lost it being here
I hope Barcelona is different
I need it to be different
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I already told Lucy and Keira that I was signing with Barcelona, I'm excited to play with them again, the connection we had a city was amazing, it made everything seem so easy, Keira knowing where I was going to be and placing the ball perfectly for me to gather
Uggghhh I miss it
I also just miss them. I mean I've know Keira almost my whole life, I miss the banter the laughs the cry's everything, it's gonna be great seeing them everyday like I use to
My manager said the team already got me a apartment in one of the buildings that some of the players live in because of its location to the training facilities.
Closer to the facilities the better I don't have anywhere else to be honestly
I could probably hang out with Luce and Keira but I don't want to be a third wheel all the time and trust me I know how it feels
And I still have that golden ball in my mind
I know what I have to do to achieve it and I will
Finally my plane landed
It's 9 at night and my driver is taking me to my new apartment building
My manager texted saying that I can get the keys at the front desk
By the time I arrived to my apartment building it was already close to 11pm, I am mental and physically drained from traveling all day, and having to reply to everyone's messages after I made my announcement that I was leaving my girlhood club and signing with Barca
I thank my driver and went to the front desk and got my Keys
4th floor isn't to bad, if I wanted take the stairs I could , like I am going to ever
I made my way to the elevator and pressed my floor
I stepped off into a hallway looking for my new home
I found it, opening the door it was so plain, just a bed and a table, " I can't wait for my shit to get here" I said out loud setting down my bag
I took a quick tour of my new home before passing out on my mattress
About 2 hours later I'm rudely woken up by some blaring music
I quickly try to cover my ears but it's no help I can still hear this shitty as reggaeton
I grab my phone to check the time
1am
Are you serious, does this person have no respect for other people
I grab my headphones chucking them on and playing some soothing music hoping to go back to sleep, I have to be at the training facility at 8am I need to sleep
As soon as I started focusing on my music and not that shit I quickly fell asleep
