khwaab | completed.

flashing lights

man dominating me always made me annoyed but if the man is ABHIMAAN SINGH RAJPUT , he could literally man handle me and i'd feel delighted

"so congratulations , i hope he's treating you better" rohan said with a mischievous grin on his face making me laugh

abhimaan kept on glaring at him and everything felt so funny right now , is this how it feels? to finally feel free?

i knew rohan had no feelings for me and nor did i have any sort of feelings for him

why do men get to have all the fun? not everything in life is serious and whatever we had was one of them , rohan is a very nice guy and any girl would be lucky to have him , but in no such means i ever wanted to be that girl

with a very genuine smile on my face , i wrapped my hand around his arm and said "he does , probably cause he is scared for his life"

"pehle bhi ekbaar apni jaan se khelni ki izzat di thi , ek aur baar dene mae kaisi sharam" i didn't think he meant it as a joke , everyone stared at us awkwardly probably wondering about the context while my eyes just tried finding the truth in his.

does he still think about that night? ofcourse he does
silly me
i thought that maybe things did change between us , how could i ever forget that chahe kitni bhi koshish karlu abhimaan ko apne khwaab tak simit rakhne ki , meri hakikat mujhe phir wahi le jayegi jaha mera koi nahi

the flashing lights by the paps blinded us as the interview with the coach came to an end before we could even leave , the paps surrounded us trying to take the cover image worthy photo but all i noticed was how abhimaan's body got stiff as he kept on blankly stairing at the ground

abhimaan's pov

the noise of the flash echoed in my ear as everything felt like it was blurred out , i wanted to run away , the sound and the flash that hit my face kept on reminding me about that day

the day vridha betrayed me and before i could even handle the pain , i was questioned by multiples of these men holding cameras and since than everytime someone flashed light at me , the memories of those nights flushed back , it felt like these lights , they keep on taunting me everywhere i go

probably calling me a fool for destroying everything for a girl who i kept on falling in love with

nothing changed tho , i am repeating the same mistake again , i am falling for the same person again and again without caring about the power she holds that would destroy me again , and this time i wouldn't be able to survive through the pain

*flashback (that night)*

the siren of the ambulance echoed as i frantically ran around the house, trying to search for her

i wanted it to be a lie , i wanted it to be the way it was shown , she did really went out to save her sisters , this is not her doing

the blood dripping from my head blurred my eye sight as i looked through all the rooms only to find her gone

it was her doing , she really did betray me

"what do you think will happen to rajputs & co once the news spread out?"
"is this the future of the company?"
"what are your thoughts on this? will you still be the sole heir of the company?"

their comments made me realise how big of a mess i had created , my knuckles turned white as the hold on my fists kept on tightening , it felt like everything around me was floating high in the air , laughing at me and judging me for ruining everything

"one destroyed his own football career and the other destroyed the whole company , are these the people going to handle india's one of the biggest company?"

the rage inside my body errupted as i punched the reporters face , they could have said anything about me and i wouldve tolerated but talking about my brother or anyone else from my family? thats the biggest mistake you could ever make

*flashback over*

the flashing suddenly stopped even though i could still hear the noise , looking up i noticed vridha standing in front of me , with her hands creating a shadow over my face , reducing the flash lights

i looked around only to see security surrounding us as vridha took my hand in hers and took me away

away from the pain she caused

but if it meant that i could even spend 1 extra minute together with her , i am ready to go through all that betrayal again and again

"i don't like it when anyone except me takes away your peace or makes you feel annoyed or anxious , it will always be my duty as your rightful wife to not give you a moment of peace while you're with me"

her attempt of easing up the situation made me wonder if she even realises that she's the reason that i lost my sanity but she's also the reason that keeps me sane , she's the reason i struggle with zero peace in my life yet her being around me . just smiling or doing nothing brings me immense amount of peace

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its literally 3:30 and i have to wake up at 5:00 for my exam , good morning indeed