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It been 3 weeks since I talked to notti and veah but I seen them up on each but I ain't rlly care cs my nigga loving me right (BTW I'm black)my alarm went off I got up made my bed and walked to my bathroom I did my skincare nd got In the shower I played "we fell in love in October" by Girl in red {Ntm on me yall}i got out the shower nd put my clothes on then put my hoodie on I did my hair garb my book bag nd went downstairs walk out the door

I started cutting my self again dd and ddot talk to me but notti didn't dd told me that veah said to cut me off but dd and ddot didn't cs they feel like I'm a sister to them but anyways I walked in the school doors I walked to 2nd period I seen dd ran up to him and hugs him he hugs me back "Hii best" " Wsp Zara" dd said " how your day going" I asked him "aight hbu" he asked " good ig" I seen notti walking up to us I told dd I talk to him later and he said okay walked to class I sat in my seat forgetting that notti sit by me notti sat down and got on his phone "notti" I said "yes Zara" he said getting half  way mad I shut myself up and took notes {60 minutes later} class was over I got my stuff and walk to second period I seen zay(her bf) I came to him and kisses his cheek the Conner of my eye I seen notti.

I felt something or someone eyeing me down I looked around to see notti eyeing me down I get my stuff and walk out of the school and go walk home I feel someone following me I turn to see notti I ran up to him and cry in his arms I stand there and notti rub my back " what's wrong Zara" he ask "nothing I just miss your presence" i said "i gotta tell you something" I said notti let me go and he walk I catch up with him and then I rise my sleeve up and show him my arm notti look at the fresh cuts and and the cuts that was Fadeing and hugs me tightly "why you been doing that " he questioned "bc when I lose my sister I felt lonely with none until I met you then you cut me off.That hurt me alot so I started back cutting myself and yk my so called "bf" he forced me to get with him"I said " I got you Zara you my best friend Ight and wym force you to get with you" he asked I was silent "...you want sum deil "I said trying to switch up the subject "Zara..stop what you mean force"

I take a deep breath..he said stopping in his tracks "he beat on me and said if I didn't he was going kill me cause I hang to much with you and ddot ,dd" I said stopping in my tracks to notti look at me I lift my shirt up show the marks he left on notti grab my arm when he did that it hurt in pain I was finna cry notti rise my hoodie sleeves up to see bruises on my arm he look at my neck where zay handprints was at notti grabbed my neck to see [flashback;zay grabbed my neck to where I couldn't breathe I'm kicking him and shit "stop hanging around them lil niggas Zara do you hear me" I hit his hand and nod he let me go I hit the ground:flashback over]

"Zara,zara, zara" notti said "yes" I said going back to reality "we going back to the school" he said "ok" I said playing with my fingers we walk back to the school we walk in the school doors we go to lunch I sit by dd and ddot I look up to see zay giving me a death stare I look back down I get my phone{notti pov}I'm finna beat ts out of bruh when I see him putting his hands on my gir-on my best friend is he dumb or something I look at dd and ddot I grab my beats and put them on her head I play some music she like when she was I in class was being nosy and was in her phone and seen the music she likes."mhs we gotta get that ugly ass nigga zay he was putting his hands on Zara" dd stand up fast asf everybody at our table looked at "wtf"Zara said takeing her headphones off "we leaving cmon" we all get up and walk out the lunch room(17 minutes) {Zara pov}

I walk in the house to see none home Ig my mom was at work and my brother idk nigga just be out I went to my room clean up a bit cause notti was coming over even though ion want him to but it's really wtv i go in the shower and play the weekend by Sza I get in the shower "you say you got a girlll" I singed smiling "like is you coming or is you out with her?" I sung again {20 minutes} I get out singing kiss it better by Rihanna i dried off "kiss better baby I said biting my lip I warped up in my towel laughed it off and walk in my room to see my tv on I thought i hear my someone walk in my room I to see it was notti "yo mb" he said I look my room door I put my hello kitty pj pants and a grey wife beater "nottiii!" He ran up the stairs burst in my room looking around holding his pants "what what happened " he looked like he just woke up I smile at him I turn the tv off I grab his hand and lay him down and on top of him and play with his hair he fell asleep and I fell asleep with him.

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