I remember on my fifteenth birthday
Crying on the floor
Nothing-really-happened-but-my-family-wasn't-nice-to-me-and-somehow-on-my-birthday-it-was-worse-to-be-upset-so-now-they're-punishing-the-child-for-shedding-tears.
And my sister said "hey, it's your birthday!
Why are you upset?"
And-she-really-tried-to-help-but-when-it-didn't-make-it-better-she-got-overwhelmed-and-yelled-and-me-and-someone-in-the-hallway-heard-the-yelling-and-decided--
To the counselor at the school who told ten-year-old me, that I didn't really want to be okay:
Don't tell a child they have it easy.
They don't.
Don't say they're strong and powerful.
They're not.
Don't say that someday it gets better
And neglect to tell them why
'Cause-then-a-year-or-two-later-when-it-hasn't-gotten-better-and-that-hope-is-gone-
They're going to want to die.
Can you imagine if that happened?
Can you imagine what tragedy-
You can.
Because it happens
All the time.
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
Random Poem
PuisiA random dark half-poem I wrote in the middle of the night, as you do.