"...My body becomes cold as ice.."

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🖤❄️The pain is holding me so tight,

🖤❄️ Like a parasite sucking on my life,

🖤❄️ I am tired of the fake smiles, crying and unnecessary aggression,

🖤❄️ I am tired of the bullying, body shaming and rejection,

🖤❄️ Don't tell me your fucking words of affirmation,

🖤❄️ I am trapped in my head and my imagination,

🖤❄️ Because that's the only place I can be me and I can be free,

🖤❄️The only place I won't remember my fucked up reality,

🖤❄️ But the only place I can be taken away quickly,

🖤❄️ Brought back to people and their crulety,

🖤❄️As they remind me why am fucked up and lonely,

🖤❄️Oh I can't wait for this depression to kill me,

🖤❄️ I'm already slitting my wrist at seventeen,

🖤❄️Wonder what I would do by the time am eighteen,

🖤❄️ Might decide to slit my throat or something,

🖤❄️Oh what a sight,

🖤❄️As I watch my blood flowing before my own eyes,

🖤❄️ And my body becomes cold as ice,

🖤❄️In no time,

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