the light that led me to life. [TOMMYINNIT X READER]

three

while i was continuing to scroll through twitter, i check the time, noticing that it is really late at night. how long has it been since...? oh, yeah. thirty minutes or so? i pick up my empty bowl of noodles and go down to the kitchen, washing it before i go to sleep. usually, i feel calm and relaxed while washing the dishes. i don't really know why, but it helps me feel calm in rough situations. i finish washing the dishes and go back to my room, laying down on my bed to have some rest.

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(timeskip brought to you by my aroace ass)

Y/N POV:

i wake up, noticing that there are more notifications from my phone than expected. i got my usual stranger dms but the only thing surprising is that some of them are from twitter. 'the hell does twitter want from me...?' i question myself inside my thoughts. getting up, i sit down at my desk and open twitter on my desktop. i scroll down to see many posts tagging me with the only one catching my eye is someone saying: "@y/u should stream today abt the vid she posted on twitter frfr."

i think about this post for a while before making my decision. if im being honest, i probably should talk about that on stream soon. i continue scrolling through twitter, ignoring the tweets shipping me with random people that i dont even know when i get a dm from someone. i check my dms and oh my god, why this guy again...? knowing i have nothing else to do, i text him back.

random stranger who saved me from sewer side

>Y/N

>Y/N

>Y/N

>Y/N

>Y/N

>Y/N

>Y/N

>Y/N

>Y/N

WTF DO YOU WANT<

>Y/N

>sorry lmao

>just wanted to say good morning :)

...<

bruh<

>SORRYYYYYY

FUCK YOU /j<

>im sowwy 😭

WHATEVER ITS FINE IG<

>thank you soso much i love youuuu <3333

WHAT<

WTF DID YOU SAY 🤨<

>ITS A JOKE LMAOAOAO

>...

>wait you thought it was fr? 💀

yes LMAO<

>WHAT BAHAHHAHAH

ok but why tho 💀<

>idk

>BTW IM SOSO SORRY FOR SPAMMING-

eh its fine<

>tysm <3

np man </3<

>btw you okay?

>bc of last night.

immediately when i saw this message, i froze. what was i supposed to say? do i just say no? probably not, it will become worse for my own good. i sigh, then type back to him.

im fine ig just been trying to take care of myself and smth<

>good.

>you know that i care about you, right?

yeah yeah wtv<

>?

>i gtg but i just wanna say

>i care for you, please dont do anything dumb.

i wont do anything dw<

that was a lie. i have plans prepared this morning and i know why i do.

bye </3<

>goodbye y/n <3

turning off my phone, i think to myself. 'honestly, he does seem like a nice guy.' i go down to make some coffee since while i was making my coffee, i notice a small kitchen knife right next to me. i wonder, 'should i do this or not...?' when i finish making my coffee, i sit down at the kitchen counter and sip some of it. while i was drinking my coffee, i stare at the small kitchen knife, wondering what i should do with it. i put down the mug on the table and pick up the knife, bringing it to the bathroom. i lock the door, now staring at the knife. 'is this really worth it...?' i think to myself. picking up the knife, i bring it near to my wrist and-

(a/n: chp 3 !! sorry for the cliffhanger lmao. slightly longer chp since i actually have enough motivation :) drink water, eat food, get some sleep, and take care of yourself if you haven't. don't become y/n, you deserve life <3)