Delicate

Chapter 20

"I can't tell you okay...."he mutters softly "let's just sleep please" he begs as I stay silent watching him numbly not knowing what to feel about this whole situation

I can't sleep. No I won't sleep. Sleep is the least of what I am going to do after everything. I thought hearing about my parents was the last of it

There is still more

There are still things I don't know yet. There are more heartbreaking news. When are they going to end. I am so tired. I am so tried of everything. I am done

For him not to say anything it must really be bad right? But what can be worst than everything I have heard and witnessed. Is it about my uncle. Is he trying to kill me too. Is that why he held a gun to him yes it must be that's why he stopped him from entering the house or are there more news about my parents that might break me. I whine feeling sharp pain in my head as my ears rings.

I was thinking too much

"Are you okay?" He asks worriedly holding my hand. Maybe I shouldn't have asked cause I don't think I will be able to deal with it, my entire body won't be able to take anymore of them. It is better I listen for the sake of me but I can't sleep with him,I can't be in the same room with him right now. With him laying beside me or staying with me it isn't going to help my unwanted curiosities.

I need space to stop the thoughts

"I think I am going to sleep with the kids" I mumble pulling away from him as his eyes widen before he shakes his head

"Gemin-"

"I can't stay here right now" I say honestly leaving the bathroom, hearing his gaining footsteps I sighed

"W-Wait..." He stops my movement by holding my hand "Gemini I-"

"Fourth please....I can't stay with you right now" I say as softly as I can turning towards him to see his eyes already filled with unshed tears as my heart to squeeze itself

"I-i can s-sleep on the floor"he stutters shakily "I und....I understand if y-you don't want to sleep w-with m-me I can sleep on the floor just P-please... you don't have to l-leave"

"I need to leave fourth"I mutter. I need to leave for me

"Please...." He begs looking at me pleadingly as he wipe the tear that run from his eyes thankfully cause I would have done it a second late"W-what if I stay in the c-closet I can stay th-"

"Stop" I sigh pulling him into a hug as he sobs

"Gemini please..."he begs griping my shirt. I know how me being away from him makes him feel

Am I being selfish? No. Maybe. I don't think so. I just can't stay I am even going to feel worst to see him laying on the floor

"I can't stay here fourth. I really can't"I mutter pulling away despite his fight as I walk away thankfully he didn't follow me but I could hear his sobs that made me want to go back but I couldn't. I force myself to leave the room resting my head on the door as I try to ignore the stares of the guards.

"Boss are you okay?"

"I am fine"I mumble trying to convince myself "I am fine..."

I am perfectly fine

Not wanting to comprehend what just happened I entered the kids room smiling instantly at the sight of lera sleeping with her push toy,the twins cuddling with each other and Tu was NOT in her bed making me frown

"Tu!" I call frantically looking around"Tu wher-"

"Stop shouting. It's midnight" she groans coming out of their closet she had a face mask on with her cute unicorn pyjamas. Never going to tell her it's cute though