DAYAAR-e-ISHQ

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Author pov

Slamming his lips against hers, She went completely slack in his hold, sinking into the kiss with small gasp as his tongue parted her lips.Finding a hold on the front of his kameez, her hands clung tightly to the white fabric, moving to press her body against him as much as humanly possible. Shes craving for more of him was cut short as he broke the kiss, pulling away from her as he cupped her face.

"I love you more than you ever will" Pressing his nose against hers. His thumb ran softly over her lips, making her unable to respond to his question, still dumbstruck by his sudden action

Sidharth's hand moved gently down her neck, then to her shoulder, sliding down her bare arm. Shiver ran down her spine, As his fingers gently touched skin off her waist, she let out a timid whimper. She met his eyes

"A-apko kab yaad aya?" She questioned as he slid arms around her waist and rested his head on her shoulder with small breath

"Before you came back" His lips brushed against her shoulder with each word he speaks. She frown slightly and pushed him away slowly by keeping hands on his chest, he moved back and looks at her with confusion

He regained his memory 10 days ago and he didn't tell her. She went through so much even in these 10 days and he didn't think of just letting her know once. She was hurt by his actions. He should have let her know the moment he gain to end her misery. He kept it hidden from her and from everyone. They even had many encounters in between and he acted coldly. She was deeply hurt

"A-apne mujhe bataya nahi apko pata tha meri kya halat thi" She shudder

"Mein naraz tha tumse even abhi bhi hoon and if you think I was any better in these days let me tell you how miserable I have been" He hold her hand

"Ek baar bhi taras nahi aya mujhe per" She forcefully unwrap his fingers around her wrist. She knew he is cold and emotionless man and things doesn't effect him much but this much

"Sheh-"

"I was dying sidharth!" She raised her voice with tears filled in her eyes

She has never taken his name before and hearing it now awaken hidden desires in him, not right time but you can't blame him she's looking lavishing. Drenched sari that has been testing his limits today, slightly wet hair and innocent look which is his biggest weakness. She was talking more like yelling at him but he wasn't hearing a single word, normally he would rip apart anyone who speak to him with such a tone and attitude but she's bane of his existence. Love of his life

He was already so much disappointed in himself that he forgot her existence out of all people. It was enough to depress him and kill him, he couldn't sleep following nights after gaining his memory knowing he has hurt her most

Also his blood use to boil at his family act in front of him, they acted as if she's nothing to him. They hide it from him. He felt so betrayed and was deeply hurt especially by his parents, Zain did told him what Zoriaz demanded from them but they were his parents who were also aware of his love towards Shehnaaz still they came under pressure and agreed to his demands. He won't forgive anyone and on too list is Zoriaz pasha. He doesn't care if that man is his uncle because he has done sin according to him, he has forced everyone to play into script he wrote on Sidharth and Shehnaaz's life