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Jai was standing on his room balcony thinking about what Vennela said to him

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Jai was standing on his room balcony thinking about what Vennela said to him. He was angry at himself for what he did thirteen years back at the same time he is angry at himself for what he is doing now. That is listening to what Raj said and not confessing his truth in front of Vennela and cheating her.

Jai: While hitting the punching bag which is hung in his room balcony without wearing any boxing gloves. What you did till now and continuing to do Jai that girl believes you so much and every single minute you are breaking her trust can she ever forgive you after knowing the truth? even if she forgives you can you forgive yourself for what you did to her parents?

Chee I am feeling disgusted about myself how can I be so selfish and neglect her pain no I can't do this I don't deserve her I am her culprit and I don't have any standards to love her. I hate myself  I deserve only death and not love. He was shouting the same words again and again, with each word he uttered intensity of his punches was also increasing.

Anasuya who came out of her room to fetch water from the kitchen to drink as she was feeling thirsty saw lights glowing in Jai's room she thought he was awake and went to talk with him as she sensed him being tensed earlier but when she went to Room Jai was not present in the room but faint voices were coming from the balcony so Anasuya went to the balcony to talk with Jai.

She was scared after seeing Jai as his eyes were completely turned red his hair was misplaced and he was not looking less than a person who was fighting a battle in anger and ready to destroy everything and anything that came in front of his eyesight just by his anger. After all, he was a person who was fighting with his own emotions.

Anasuya: Walking slowly towards Jai after keeping the water jug that she carried with her on a small tea table which was kept on the side of the balcony. Jai what happened dear what disturbed you so much that you let your emotions as anger on this punching bag? Anasuya asked while rubbing her dear son's left hand to calm down his anger.

By now Anasuya understood that something big had happened or else her Son would never behave like this. Did anyone said anything to you that hurt you what is that tell me Jai I can't see my son restless like this? Did you and Raj fight over something or Vennu said something that hurted you?
She asked Jai one after the other question to know what hurt her son so much because even she knew that if she didn't take any initiative and find out what bothered him Jai would never share it with her or anyone because Jai is a giver and not a reciver.

Jai only knows to give even if it's Love, care affection or attention and he doesn't have a habit of receiving them only a few people in his life understand this nature of his and understands even his silence and silently offer him the comfort he needs at times like this and Anasuya is one among such few people.

Jai: Facing the other side of Anasuya. No Amma I am not hurt I am completely fine I was not feeling sleepy so was just practising my boxing moves nothing else you go and sleep it's very late and also cold it's not good for your health go and sleep ma. Jai did not want to lie to his mother and at the same time, he did not want to share his worries with her and make her restless like him so he avoided talking to her.

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