If I'm There | Noah Sebastian x (ofc)

Chapter 6 Raelynn

"Let us begin" Nadia says with a devious grin taking a seat next to Nicholas on the edge of one of the beds she places a bottle on the coffee table and spins it landing on me. She lets out an evil laugh and I just know from the look she gives me that this shit is gonna be mortifying. This girl knows my deepest darkest secrets.

"Rae..." she starts while still giggling to herself  " who is your most embarrassing fictional crush... and keep in mind I will know if you try to lie"  my cheeks instantly turn the brightest shade of fire engine red humanly possible and all of the guys look between her and I extremely confused.

"you are a fucking bitch..." I say as she laughs even harder. I take a deep breath "seriously I hate you right now.... But if you all must know it's Paul Blart" I say covering my face in embarrassment. Everyone instantly dies laughing, they are all practically rolling on the floor in tears.

"Paul blart?!?" Davis says laughing hysterically "like the mall cop?!?"

Everyone continues to carry on laughing like it's the funniest damn thing they have every heard in their lives.

"How does that even happen?" Bryan adds  "I don't understand" he wipes his tears

"Is it the Segway?" Folio pipes in "segways are sexy"

"Fuck every single one of you." I cut them off  "I don't know how it happened as a kid I just kinda related to him a lot and ended up with a little crush it's not a big deal..."

"How the fuck did little kid you relate to fucking Paul blart the Mall cop" Matt interrupted laughing still

"We we're both lonely idk..." a few of them laugh harder "fuck y'all. It's not that fucking funny you can all shut the fuck up now.... It's Nicks turn anyways y'all can leave me alone now"

After a minute or two the laughter started to die down, and Nicholas grabbed the bottle and spun it. This time it landed on Davis. He asked some question about when he lost his virginity or some shit but with the way that the weed and alcohol were hitting me I really wasn't paying much attention anymore. I was lost in my own world daydreaming of what life would be like once we got to Richmond.

A few more rounds went by before the bottle finally landed on me again. I looked up to see who has spun and it was none other than Folio. Folio squinted at me for a bit trying to think of a question before finally asking

"Raelynn what's your body count?" He says smirking

Nadia instantly tried to butt in and change the subject but I cut her off.

"Dare." I said before taking a large swig of Matts magic mixer. I was the first to refuse to answer a question. The first one to get a dare.

As a child I was assaulted many times over the course of several years by several men who were supposed to be family and supposed to protect me. Then as a teen I turned to sex as a way to try to take back my power and combat my loneliness I guess, it didn't work and I was assaulted again by someone I called a friend at the age of 16. This just ended up making it worse and I used sex as a way to get validation from men. By the time I hit 18 my body count was well over 50 and now at 21 I was rounding nearer to 100 but I wasn't about to delve into that with a group of men that knew nothing about me and listen to them go on about what a raging whore I was. I didn't need to hear their criticism, I was already my biggest critic. I didn't need them to judge me. I was already hard enough on myself.

" it's not even that bad of a question but whatever..." he pauses looking around the room eyes landing on something just out the window. He shot me a shit eating grin before finally saying  " I dare you to go and break into the pool outside go for a little late night swim"