Different

Unexplainable 

"I called her like 13 times and she's not answering!" I said, "why don't we just go to her house?" Sarah suggested. "We'll we could but, ..the gold guys!" JJ stated, "okay no, money isn't more important than hai- than our friend..!" I yelled. "..right friend.." pope laughed. "Shut up! L-let's just go to her house, she'll be their and yeah! She is my friend." "A special one..!" Sarah quietly said. I was so annoyed so I stop walking and turned around to face all of them. "Guys! Could- could you all just.. stop! Okay? We're NOT talking, We're NOT waiting, AND! We Are Definitely NOT DATING!" I yelled, then I quickly realized that I just yelled at my friends and I felt so guilty.. "wa- wait I...im sorry it's- it's.." "no no, kie it's, we get it.. we've shouldn't have kept saying stuff like that or acting like that. It was stupid, we're sorry.." Sarah said, then the others apologized too, after a good 3 seconds of silence I said, "thanks but, it's just.. We like.. um.. almost kissed! And then she just walked out!" I threw my arms up in the arm just to put them down by my side again, I then walked over by the tree and saw down. The others came and then asked for more details as they smiled, i smiled too and said, "but she obviously made it crystal clear that she doesn't feel the same.." "no way! Of course she does!" Pope said, "what? Do you.. mean?" "Well like days ago when you guys were like.. awkward, we talked." "Oh? -oh.. you talked? Huh? WELL WHAT DID SHE SAY!" I said sarcastically, then yelled.
"Woah. Chill alright, anyways. She basically said that she thought you felt sorry for her and that something happened and I'm guessing it was that, she said that she only like backed out because, she.." he started to trail off. "What?! She what!!" I said. Everyone was looking to see what he was gonna say next and I was so and I was 'boutta slap him if he doesn't tell me what she said! "She... she loves you.. and she backed away because she said that you'll never love her the way she loves you." I gasp lightly when he said that. "Shit guys! ..w-we have to find her!!" I yelled. We all go into the Twinkie and drove off and we went to so so sooo many different places and then we went to the hospital because what if something had happened. We checked around and then I saw her, "guys!" I whisper yelled. We all like we're around a corner looking, for what was happening. It looked like she was with a nurse and she said something to her, I could hear that she was crying but then she looked so worried and upset. She walked into the room and the it was quiet, then we heard faint loud voices and then she ran out. I ran after her as the others were yelling my name.
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•Haileys P.O.V•
The abundance came and I got into the back with my mom. Tears were streaming down my face as the paramedics did their job until we reached the hospital. Once we arrived which was soon and they letted us out and I followed in, beside her as they were carrying her on a gurney. I was still crying and they told me to wait in the waiting room. It's been so so freaking long and I have no idea how many hours have passed but as I was slowly slipping away into a sleep on an uncomfortable chair, I then heard my name. It was fuzzy until I heard my name get called again. I suddenly shocked up and then went over to the nurse with tired eyes. "She's in here" she led me to the door, I was about to go in but then the nurse said, "you don't deserve this, no one should go through this" she gave me a smile and then walked off. I was crying and then I walked into the room.
My mom slowly woke up. "Oh hey honey, how are you?" What is this woman saying? "Uhh...? I'm fine. But are you okay?" "Yeah! I'm great! Why wouldn't I be?" She said with a smile while she sat up. "Mom, you're literally in a hospital." "Oh honey I'm fine. I'll be out of here soon enough." "Okay.. well um mom..." "yes?" "D-do you like, know how you ended up here?" "Umm I slipped and hit my head?" "Uh.. no. You almost died from an overdose, I put you on your side so you wouldn't choke on your on fucking vomit!" I sorta yelled and was hyperventilating, "honey! I'll get clean. You don't have to worry about me." "No mom! I do! Im literally the parent! I shouldn't be like trying to save your like form you being an addict. You know, you always say your gimme get clean but you never do! Never do! And dads not even here because she doesn't give a flying fuck! Okay? But I do! And I don't know or care where he is but mom, I care about you so please please just stay clean and actually care about me!" "Honey! Im okay and i promise you I will get clean I will, but your father will come. And he does care and I do care about you! Don't put such words in your mouth." I scoffed and said, "mom no, you don't care and you should and dad doesn't care and he should, he not even here! But I am. He's an alcoholic asshole who hits their kid! And you! Your literally high all the time on god know what! And it's always up to me to save you from freaking dying!" "Hailey! Come here. I'm fine and don't say stuff like that, you ungrateful little brat! I give you everything in the whole damn world! I give you money, I give you privacy, I give you a car that you don't even drive! I give you all! And don't start with you amazing father! He's the best! And he has sacrificed so so much!" I was crying so much at this point but I calmed myself down so I could say, "no, he doesn't give a fuck and neither do you, so next time your gonna die from an overdose, I hope he's actually their to save your life that time." Then I ran out.
I was running to that cliff where I first met kie, where she stopped me form committing. I just sat their. Crying. "Hey.." a soft voice says, I looked up. It was kie. "K-kie.." I smiled, or at least tried too. "Hey" she smiled at me, her face looked like she was very concerned and sorry for me. "Kie... why can't I just do it.. I mean like I should do it, no one would even care if I was-" "don't! You dare finish that sentence," she cut me off and said, "Hailey, their are many many reasons for you to live, you are very important to me and I need you to know that. Just talk to me. I swear everything will be okay, I got you.." she pulled her into a hug, I was on her chest crying and she just reassured me and said everything was gone be okay.

A/N- aww y'all... this! This is like- oml I can't🩷, :/