Hiraeth

My little miss thinks that there will be a princes charming who will take care of her and when she find him she thought that she get the whole world....
But at last her dreams faded away
And ended with a narcissist

Why in world does she deserve that
All she wanted in her life is only that princes who be with her and listen all her stupid talks be their for her and princes who protects her at any situation
But ending up with dick head guy who doesn't even think about her and only thinks of his life his problems his trauma and pain
Like......?
What the fuck......?
And what the most hurting thing is this guy cheated my little miss with her best friend and my girl forgiven him and fighted for him and gaven herself to him..
Damn..
Dear little miss
Yeah I know what I did to you
It's true that he is not the guy I wanted or I dreamed every night
But life gives us many things which  we can't expect
Yep.He cheated on me and be with me all those months
I don't know I forgot all my dreams and everything and lost in him so much
The guy who doesn't really loved me
The guy who's gonna leave me one day and marry another girl
The guy who only used me for his horny feeling
The guy who really don't care about anyone but him
And
The girl who loved him all with her love and care
The girl who trusted him so much
The girl who believed him blindly
The girl who thought that he can give the whole world
The girl who expected that she lives with him happily ever loved and peacefully lead her life
But
All she got is the lessons
All she got is pain
All she got is stress
All she got is trust issues
My little miss completely faded away by a guy who thought that he loved All he done is nothing
Why in world you believed a guy who never done anything for you
Why you cared about him even though you know one he's gonna leave you and lead a complete different life
My little miss
Sorry for everything for I have done but I care about him but not you
All I done fought for him but not for us
All I comforted him but not you
I forgot to love you
I forgot to comfort you
I forgot everything about you
And
All I left is you at the end of the day
And thank you so much for being there for me all time
And all the pain you suffered from others
And it's OK
It is what it is
And we can't change anything and if he gonna look over his life and here I am looking after my life
And now I am gonna be narcissist to his life and doesn't care about him
And look after look after me
And I don't need a fucking princes
I am gonna lead my life happily without him and be my little miss princes and iam gonna take care of her
And love her with all my heart and soul and give her the whole world whatever she dreams care love or any thing I am gonna give her no matter what iam never gonna put my little miss in that situation again
Iam gonna protect her at any cost
And I love you honey
And iam so proud of you my girl
Darling you deserve so much than this
And iam gonna we gonna find way
To heal and move on
Trust me
We got this
We cam do it
Luv u baby