Dear Journal...

You Fucker

Lmaoo you stupid 😂😂
Why Tf would you swim in a lake after a storm 😂😂
Then get ya dumbass sick 😂😂😒

Damn I was missing you today too.
It was raining hard in the park today ..
What a perfect setting.
Except for the fact that you weren't there . 😂

I mean,
I saw a lot of different places
A lot of private places
Just so we could be alone.
Damn.

Listen I'm not tryna make you feel guilty or nothing like that.
If I do I'm sorry.
But seriously, I was looking forward to today ..
You don't have to apologize for anything.

I swear if I hear you apologize one more motherfucking time I'm gonna implode.
I'm gonna flip out.
Im gonna die inside because I'm gonna overflow with guilt.

So do me a favor and don't apologize.

Anywhoozies,
I'm soo done with you rn 😂😂
Bc I was worried about getting sick these past few days,
But never once gave any thought to the fact that you would be sick.
But I really hope you get better tomorrow.

But we have a half a day tomorrow,
And I'm only gonna see you in the morning.
Idk what the fuck is going on,
If something's tryna keep us apart,
If it's a sign,
If it's just not our day,
Or if you just plain don't wanna kiss me
But it's whatever.

By now you've texted me a whole fucking essay,
And I'm gonna check in a minute.
But I missed you.

My whole vibe got kinda shook.
So don't expect rainbows and gumdrops to shoot outta my ass.
But seriously,
This is my bitchy side.
And if you don't want anymore of it,
I suggest you don't say certain shit to me.

All sides displayed.
100% of personality complete. 😝😍😅☺️😂😇😈👿😄😡😭😲😳😴😪😤