𝐖𝐡𝐲 𝐦𝐞? ;

𝐓𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭 ;

I was in my home trying to figure things out when I got a notification from a girl who used to study with me in the university..

Without wasting a single second I opened the chat...what does this mean?

Without wasting another minute I called him.

1 } ring~ring~ring~ : No answer

2 } ring~ring~ring~ : No answer

3 } ring~rin~ : Answer

In call

"It's the second time I'm calling you, why weren't you answering?"

"Jisoo , I have told you before that you should not disturb me while I work"

"Where are you right now?"

"h-huh? What do you mean?"

"I asked where are you currently?"

"a- I am at office "

"Hmm okay"

Call ended

With that said I ended the call and called a taxi...

What did I do to deserve this much of hard time in my life? I haven't hurt anybody or their feeling, why is it always me.

The Trust I used to have in my husband is slowly fading away..

At the Hotel

I entered the lobby and the first thing I saw was my husband standing in the reception paying for the room checkout. A huge dam was opened in my heart making me shiver

He Lied to me
He broke the Trust I had in him
He ended us, our relationship
He doesn't love me anymore
He is cheating on me

I could feel my legs trembling as I found it hard to stand properly.

The way my heart was broken into millions of pieces today that could never be replaced

I slowly sat in the couch placed in the lobby and asked myself "what are you doing jisooya"

I used to know him since highschool. We both were best friends. When my whole family was abroad he used to be my only strength, we were the partners in crime. Everyone was jealous of our friendship and would talk shit behind our back, but it was only until our friendship turned into love..

Even after us officially dating many people would say "they are the perfect example of best friends".

Was I a bad wife?
Did I didn't properly do the needs I should fulfill as a wife?
Did he fell out of love?
Am I not pretty enough to get liked by a man?

All these thoughts were running in my mind until I felt a huge unknot in my heart which made me burst out in tears.

I had to let out all my emotions which had been dying inside me for the past couple of days.

All I was asking myself was "How could he do this to me? Am I not a good wife? Does he hate me that much?"