You and me - Chris Sturniolo

You know it

"And filming, social life, relationship, modeling, it all must became too much" I sigh

"So I had to almost..cut something off. And most people have figured out, that I did end my relationship with Chris sturniolo."

"None of it was about him. Not his fault at all. All me, I couldn't handle it all. He was a great person, boyfriend and everything"

"I will always love him with my entire heart but I just need some time" I feel myself starting to cry

"Uum.. yeah, I just wanted to try to explain some of it to you guys so you sort of have an understanding of what happened"

"Bye" I stop recording

I take out the SD card and edit the video on my laptop

After a few hours of editing it I post it tomy channel titled

'What happened'

I grab my phone and walk downstairs and out of my house

I go over to the triplets house and walk inside

"Hello?" Nick calls out

"Just me" I say walking into the living room

"Yn!" Nick says jumping up and hugging me

"I haven't seen you in forever" he says

"It's been too long" I say and we sit

We watch a few scary movies since it's fall

I hear a door creak open and look over to Chris walking out

He smiles at me and I smile back and wave

"Hi" he says and grabs a drink then comes over

He sits a sort of close to me but a distance from me

He watches the movie with us and we all end up getting pretty hungry so we all goto get mcdonalds

Matt drives and I sit in the back with Nick as I usually do

Once we get to the drive through we all order our food and once we get it we park

They film another group video of reading wattpad stories

I finish my food and I collect everybody's trash and put t in the bag

I get out of the car and put my hood up to protect me from the crazy wind and run over to the garage can and throw it away then sprint back to the car and get back in

Once they finish the video they stop recording and we drive back to our houses and go inside of theirs

I decide to spend the night at their house because I was really tired and didn't want to walk back to mine since it was already late

11pm

"Where are you sleeping " Chris asks

" I dun no" I say

"Probably here" I say pointing at the couch

He nods

"I'm going to bed" nick says and goes into his room to sleep

I grab a pillow and a blanket off of the top of the couch

"Do you want me to stay out here and sleep on the other end?" Chris asks

"If you want you can" I say laying down

I gets up and goes to his room and comes back with his pillow and some blankets

He covers me in one of them and I snuggle into it

He sets his pillow on the opposite end of the couch and lays down under his blankets

I slowly fall asleep to the sound of Chris and my breathing

...

"Chris you know what happened last time" I say

"We all know but it doesn't have to be that way" he responds persistently

"Chris.." I look up at him

"We both still love eachother and you know it." He says looking at me in my eyes

I look away feeling nervous

"Um" I start

I stand up to give him a hug and my arms go around his upper body

His arms wrap around me and his chin goes to the back of my shoulder

"I love you yn" he whispers sending chills down my spine

"...I love you to Chris" I whisper

He pulls away leaving our faces inches apart and I look back and forth from the lips I haven't touched in forever and the bluest eyes you'll ever see

His hands go to the sides of my face and he pulls me into him and kisses me deeper than ever

The feeling of love that hasn't been passed between us in months, almost a full year spark up again

I pull away from him and look up at his eyes and he smiles warmly