Jujustu Kaisen oneshots ~

Dark red - M. Fushiguro

"I just hope she don't wanna leave me"

Angst

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Something bad is about to happen to me.

I can't help but feel a sense of doom and fear seeing Megumi suddenly becoming so distant to me.

Megumi is my first love, my boyfriend, and the boy who had made me feel so happy in the past few years, But now - He has changed drastically. His loving gaze now turned emotionless as he drifted further and further away from me.

I don't know it but I feel it coming

Each time I sense these thoughts coming over me, I can't help but feel my heart shatter into pieces at the thought of me losing Megumi. I can't. But this sense of foreboding is slowly killing me.

What if? He's fine.. It's my mind that's wrong, and I just, let bad thoughts linger for far too long

But I needed reassurance, I loved megumi and if anything was bothering him, I would solve it as I loved him so very dearly... I just wanted my old Megumi back.

So I decided to talk to Megumi.

"Megumi... Let's talk", I said, scared and nervous to state my next words. His eyes bore into mine and gave me slight nod, With all the strength remaining in my body, I managed to muster the words,

"I just hope you don't wanna leave me..."

Megumi looked at me, with an unreadable expression. It was as if I understood what he was going to say... the only thing I didn't want him to,

"Don't you give me up... Please don't give up on me... I belong with you and only you..."

I said, tears threatening to fall. It was as if the whole world around me stopped and time waited for us, waiting for megumi to speak up. Even without muttering a single word, Megumi managed to break my heart into millions of pieces, Silence speakers louder than words.

Suddenly, I felt strong arms wrap my waist with familiarity, I knew it was Megumi. I felt the hem of shirt get wet with his salty tears, Oh how I hated seeing him cry. I returned his hug, comforting him.

"I-i'm sorry [y/n]... Im sorry, I don't deserve you... I just thought I was hard to love and avoided you" he said, confiding in me. I cracked a small smile and pulled him closer to me, wiping his tears, "Megumi... You're all that I've ever loved, I only want you, and I only love you. You're enough."

My words seemed to have a cooling effect on megumi, As I felt his rigid body calm down beneath my arms, I managed to catch him flashing me a smile, something he rarely did.

"I love you [y/n]...

Only you my girl, only you babe, Only you darling only you..."

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This is my favourite song and I feel like I didn't do this justice!!!! I'll deffo edit and redo this! Please leave comments if you feel like there can be changes!!! Love y'all!

Also, the lines with bold means the song lyrics/ her thoughts and the lines with bold and double quotes means what she's conversing!