I think I have an eating disorder. I barely eat and now, if I don't eat dinner I can't eat anything the next day. My family sucks sometimes. But I love them. I can't do this anymore, I don't wanna die. I just don't wanna hate my body anymore. Im starting to starve myself, and it's getting harder to look in the mirror.
I ate one thing yesterday, and my grandmother came up there and said, "You've been eating all day." I haven't even been in the kitchen other then getting water. It was my first time eating. And now I don't wanna leave my room, but I know if I do that I'll get my phone taken away
I don't know what to do.
