Staring at the blank , dark sky

chapter 1

Dog.

when i woke up from a comma with no memories i lost it. I cried everyday and beg to the almighty god to please back my memories but nothing happen it just make my condition worst.

my condition become worser and worser each day due to eagerness of bringing my memories back, but when the doctor told me that if i continue doing that may posibilidad na tuloyang hindi na 'ko makaalala.

And that's when i finally stop and let my memories back without forcing it.

i continue living and made another version of me in the province of romblon. So far im happy, im contented and living my best life even though i feel like there's something that i lost.

in this province i meet new friends that i can trust with and also I can share my story and laughed with it. I meet new people who call me ganda everytime they saw me. In this province i feel like artista, i feel like no one's judging me, i maybe don't know anything but this people know me and happy that i survived.

while im writing this to my diary i feel like my cheeks is getting wet. Im crying again but not because im sad but because im happy that i made it, just like everyone said that i survived.

Our chapter didn't end where we thought of giving up, Ours had just started.

"soren! Smile" sigaw ng kaibigan ko na kinagulat ko.

I was about to smile and made a cute face but she's already done and laughing at my picture.

"ulitin mo 'yon" saad ko at lumapit sakanya

"okay na yon, maganda naman"

"pero pinagtatawan mo?!"

"hindi kayaa" saad nya at natawang muli na kina irap ko

"patingin ako" si theo

"maganda naman!" sigaw ni theo "pasend ako ng mga picture ah, popost ko sa ig" saad nya pang muli

clout chaser

"ako rin" dagdag pa ni era

"send nyo nalang kaya sa gc" saad ko at kinagatan ang pizzang kinuha ko kay kino

"grabe talaga mga tao ngayon mga walang manners" saad ni kinong na nakasimangut na ngayon.

"andami dyan arte mo"

"yon na nga e"

"ano may sinasabi ka?"

"wala ganda" saad nya at ngumuso

kadiri gansa.

"talo si baliw hahahahahaha" tawang tawang saad ni dan kay kinong inirapan sya

tangina bakla.

"atlis ako di-" tinakpan ni dan bunganga ni kino na kinatawa ko at ni era na bigla nalang sumulpot

"boom deserve"

"hahahahahha"

"ang ingay nyo!" sigaw ng matanda samin na agad naming kinatahimik at agad na umalis don.

nang nakalayobay ay sabay sabay kaming tumawa na kanina pa naming piniligilan.

"hahahahahahaha mga bobo"

"yan iingay nyo kasi hahahahahah" saad ni era at umapir pa kay kino

"nakakahiya kayo hahahahahaha"

"ang eltea putik hahahhaaha"

sa gitna ng tawanan ay may nahagip si era at kinalabit ako.

"oy may pogi" saad ni era at tinuro ang lalaking may dalang aso.