"Act? I'm not acting anything. I'm very well smart. And I seriously don't know what you are talking about."

"OK. You know what Shane. Fuck you. I'm tired of this bullshit. Why can you accept it? Accept me? You can't change me. I don't wanna change so I'm not gonna change! Everyone. And I do me everyone. Has accepted me. Mom. Dad. Angie. Timmy. John. And Naomie! And all our fans. I thought that if no one accepted it you would be the one who accepted it. But no! What kind of brother are you?" I yelled at him

Then I got up and picked up my phone, wallet, keys, and pocket change before walking out of the room and then the house. Slamming the doors behind me.

Fuck him. I'm about to go get me a ass to fuck. (A.n.Sorry for the language...)

~~3 hours. And tons of alcohol later~

Shane's POV

W-where is he? He left 3 hours ago. I hope he didn't hook up with another HIV with legs.

OK so maybe I was mean. But its his fault! He should realize my feelings already! He's my twin he should know me...

It hurts to see him walking around with different slutbags every other week. It hurts to hear all the things the slutbags scream at night. Knowing he is rocking their world and leaving me to just wonder and dream about the feelings he could give me.

Fuck it!! I'm just gonna watch TV. And wait for him... Wait what! No I'm not waiting for him. I'm just not sleepy yet.

Shawn's POV.

Man. Everyone at that stupid club was annoying. They can't match up to Shane. I don't even know why I still try. No matter what I do I can't get over my feelings for Shane.

On and I've tried. I've fucked ever slut that has come to me. I've tried dating. I even got with a few girls and had some orgies.

I get in my car and drive home I'm not that easy to get drunk and only had a the light drinks. When I get home I lock my car door and walk to the door.

When I walk into the house Shane was there sitting on the couch watching some stupid movie.

"Hey Shane."

" sup."

"You OK." He looked kinda pissed and hurt.

"Yupps" oh now I know he's not. He only says that word when he I'd hurt and pissed.

I went over to him and sat down next to him. He looked over to me before scooting over to the end of the couch.

"Well damn. I need my personal space. Don't want to catch any trashy smells you got from the slutbags"

"You know. I was trying to be a good brother and see what was wrong with you. But whatever. I don't see who I hang with is your business anyway."

"Trying is the key word. When have you cared. And it is my business!!" He yelled. What the hell climbed up his ass and died.

"When haven't I cared for you. And how the hell is who I fuck your business?!?"

"When you bring those slutbags in here and fuck them all night not knowing how much it hurts me!! When you walk around not realizing my feelings and stomping all over my heart! That's when! And its my business because you're my brother and you have made me have un-brother like feelings for you!!" He yelled.

Everything in the house was quiet. Even the TV. We sat there staring at each other both of our eyes wide.

H-he... He loves me?... He shares my feelings for him? W-when? He was such an ass... Wait. He was an ass... Ohhhh. I should have realized sooner he's only an ass to the people he considers close. He use to bully this girl he liked in 5th grade.

Dammit. I feel so stupid.

"I... I-I.... I d-didn't mean that... I... I'm sorry... I didn't mean to yell all that at you. I'll just go now...". He muttered before trying to walk pass me.

I grabbed his arm and pushed him against the wall next to the couch. I pushed my body against his and put my hands on either side of his head.

"No. Don't run. Look at me. Please. How long?" I whispered. My lips only a few centimeters away from his. He looked up from my chest and started me in the eyes. His natural pretty brown eyes meet my red contacts. His breath speeding up as he realizes how close our lips are. I watch as his eyes get wide and move down to stare at my lips.

I smirk which brings his eyes back to mine.

"How long Shane?" I whisper bringing my face closer. Right before our lips touch I go to the side and nibble on his ear making him shudder and moan.

"H-how long w-what??" He whimpers out.

"How long have you liked me? How long have you been feeling this way?" I whispered before moving my lips down his neck and nibbling and sucking on the place where the shoulder meets the neck.

"I-I... I... I don't k-know... Oh please Shawn. Touch me. Make me feel what you made the others feel... Please!" He stuttered and moaned.

I chuckled at his statement before lifting his legs to wrap around me. I pull away from the wall with Shane wrapped around me and walk up stairs to our room.

"Remember you asked for it. I won't stop until you pass out and lose your voice." I whispered in his ear before nibbling on it.

Shane moaned as I laid him down on my bed and kissed down from his ear to his collarbone.

"Hey guys do you... What. The. Fuck." We heard our best friend, Jake voice say when he opened the door.

" what the hell Jake! Do you now know how to knock!!!"

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