Billy loomis x Stu macher one shots || Book five

" he never had someone to love "

Stu macher always wished that he had never existed. He never voiced it out loud, but he kept thinking about how life would be if he was never even born.

He wondered what everyone would be doing? If they will still be friends? And if Billy would find someone else to love.

Stu was currently in bed in Billy's arms. He carefully and slowly turned around, facing Billy, who was sleeping.

He wondered if Billy would still be happy without him? Stu snuggled closer to Billy, wrapping his arms around him, and Billy's arms tightened around him, resting his chin on top of stu's head , letting out a content sigh but he never woke up.

Stu slowly closed his eyes, falling asleep to Billy's warmth.
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Stu woke up in his room alone early in the morning. He let out a yawn, stretching before standing up.

As he walked downstairs, something felt off , "Billy?" He softly called out, searching the house for Billy, but he wasn't there.

"He isn't here," stu spun around in fright  and relaxed a little when he saw Tatum, "Jesus, tat, you scared me. What are you doing here? And where did Billy go?" He asked

"You wished you never existed. So I made it come true," stu chuckled ,"very funny Tatum. I don't know who told you that, but this isn't funny," stu said

"Nobody had to tell me stu, and I'm not Tatum, I just took her form so you can trust me,"

"Uh-huh, so uh..what's the purpose of all this?" He questioned, "to show you what life would be without you," she told him

"I know for a fact that everyone would be happy," stu said, "then let's go see yeah?"

"Why don't we start with Tatum riley?" Suddenly, stu wasn't in his house anymore, but at school with Tatum

"She's wearing a cheer outfit. Tatum isn't in the cheer team. She's in soccer," stu said,

"Well, you never convinced her to join the soccer team," the look alike Tatum told him ,"Yeah, but sid was there with me. She convinced Tatum to join soccer,"  stu said

"Sidney and Tatum aren't friends," the look alike Tatum told him ,and stu eyes widen ,"What? You can't be serious! I mean, Tatum and Sidney are like me and Billy! You never see the other without the other!"

"Well, you were never there to introduce them, remember? You introduced Tatum to Sidney after you and Sidney were paired up for a school project," the look alike Tatum told him

"Then what happened with sid?" Stu questioned, and next thing he knew, he was in a classroom, and he saw Sidney sitting by her desk, reading a book.

"She spends all her time alone after the death of her mother. She doesn't have any friends," the look alike Tatum said 

"Well, what about Randy? " stu asked ,and soon he was with Randy and saw getting bullied by Steve, " You were never there to protect him or even become his friend. "

Stu closed his eyes, "w-what about Billy?" He finally questioned, opening his eyes looking at the Tatum look alike, and soon he was standing in front of a grave ,

"No," stu whispered, "he killed himself after his mom left, after killing Sidney's mother. He didn't have anyone. He never had someone to love to keep him around,"

"You are the reason he's still alive. You are the reason why all of your friends became friends in the first place, without you. This would be the life's they would be living."

Stu shook his head, "t-take me back! I don't want this! "
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Billy had woken when he felt stu moving around. He let out a small groan, holding stu tighter ,"Go back to sleep, it's only midnight," he mumbled

Billy eyes snapped open when he heard stu whimper, and he looked down at stu, "stu? Hey, darling, wake up,"

Stu woke up with a sob, "darling? What's wrong?" Billy questioned, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm never going to wish I never existed ever again! Please don't leave me, Billy! I love you so much!" Stu sobbed into his chest,

"Shh, it's okay, darling. I'm not leaving, I promise," Billy whispered, holding stu tighter, pressing a soft kiss to his head

Billy just held stu as he cried, questions running through his head, but he'll ask them later when stu calms down. Right now, all he's gonna do is hold him.
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Word count - 748

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