Thank shuck we were relatively close to the hut.
We got to our house, and it was about an hour away from sunset. I turned to Newt, full of worry for the one person I really loved.
"Hey, you wanna go to bed now?"
Newt just nodded.
I helped him into the house and he just collapsed onto the bed. I lay down next to him, snuggling up to him.
Maybe I would be happy again.
I mean, Newt was okay.
I almost started laughing, and that's what hurt the most.
Sure, he was alive, but was he really okay?
I took one look at his hunched form, his scar covered arms, his tear streaked face, and knew the answer.
No. He wasn't.
I was almost sure he was asleep now, and I whispered into the air, more to comfort myself than him.
"It'll be okay."
Newt's POV:
I knew he thought I was asleep.
I didn't care.
I knew he said it would be okay.
I didn't care that it was a lie.
After almost an hour I heard Minho's slow breaths, and I knew he was asleep.
I dragged myself out of bed.
I couldn't stay here with the darkness.
The darkness that would drown me.
I stumbled outside, and went to sit on the beach.
My cheeks felt wet.
I guess I had started crying.
The sand scratched against my scars.
I watched as the waves crashed against the shore.
The real ocean, and my ocean of darkness meeting.
How easy it would be to fall in. . .
Slip on a rock and pass out. . .
I was awake yet not awake all night.
I was just there.
Existing.
The sun rose.
I watched it.
I heard Minho calling my name.
I ignored it.
I heard the crunch of sand as someone approached me.
I ignored it.
"Good morning Newt!"
"Morning. . ."
I didn't say good morning.
Just morning.
There would never be a good morning again.
Or afternoon.
Or night.
Or day.
Minho stayed standing while I was sitting.
"How are you?"
I snapped, and stood up, flung my hands up.
"Bloody hell Minho! How do you think? Hmm?"
Minho took a step back.
"Okay, okay, sorry. . ."
I ignored that and looked back out at the endless expanse of water. After a few minutes of silence, Minho spoke again.
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