Ezra
when school ended , I ran home.
I didn't want this.
Any of it.
I promised myself, I promised I wouldn't let anyone in.
But Love isn't just about letting someone in. Its about the feeling you get being around them. The way they look at you and your heart gets all mushy.
And every time I look at Zayn, I want to let him in. I want to feel his lips against mine like I did today, everyday. I want him to tell me I'm his everything. I want him to tell me that everything will be okay. Just like Jacob would.
But I can't. I can't fall down that easily. I've come this far with repairing each piece of glass, glass that was covered with Jacobs fingerprints, that I can't let it shatter again.
The pain being 10x worse.
But every time I think of it. I miss being held, I miss knowing someone cares.
But why in hell would Zayn want to listen to my problems? Why would anybody?
Sleep. That's what I needed.
I pressed my cheek to my soft pillow, drying my eyes with the cotton .
Before I could close my eyes to rest.
I wished that maybe the nightmares could end.
Maybe one day, I'll be happy, for longer than 5 minutes
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SUPER HAPPY WITH THIS. I guess I needed to sleep on it. sorry for the short chapter
I would really love some feedback on the story so far?? - kenzie
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Healing Touches
FanfictionIts hard to let someone in, especially if your afraid of being broken. Broken to a point where the pieces are next to nearly impossible to fix. giving up was one of Ezras options.
