The Contract

Chapter 24

"Leave it" I say

"Its ahh Xan please" she pushes me a bit when I bite her shoulder

"Did it hurt?" I ask

"No" she replies right away making me smile

I lift myself up and saw her biting her bottom lip, I ran my thumb along her lip right before I place my lips on hers, I hear the phone fall from her hands as she grabbed the back of my neck deepening the kiss.

She tastes like a drug and I'm addicted and I don't plan on ever letting her go no matter what. I pull back bitting her lips making her whine a little as lay down beside her trying to calm down, I was starting to lose control and I can't, she needs to heal before we do anything

"Fuck you" she yells at me before climbing up on me sitting right on my erection making me groan a bit, a smirk plays on her lips

"What?" I ask

"Why do you do this to me every time? You kiss me and then when I want more, you pull away from me" she complains

"Allison you know"

"I know that you think im some vulnerable little thing but im not okay. Last night my meaning for this, sex, love whatever it was different but you gave it new meaning. Not just that I understood everything and that makes me want you more but you pulling away every time pisses me off, as if I am broke n and you are trying to be so sensitive and cautious with me like fuck Alex"

I feel my face soften more at her words, I want to be careful with her but I never wanna treat her like she is a vulnerable little thing because she isn't, she is so strong.

"Okay I understand"

"You don't Alex, its almost like, you know what forget it" she says getting off me but I pull her arm making her sit the way she was before, with me semi laying down and her sitting on me

"Talk to me, don't walk away like that" I say

"Why cant you just tell me you want me, because I can see it in your eyes every time you look at me and not just that Alex, I feel like I'm so in love with you and it's fucked up to think that you can't even reciprocate that. I mean sure take your time but its been two months and I just want to verbally say it. The amount of times I have almost said it on the phone, when you get me coffee, when you come back to your cabin, when you kiss my head. Alex I don't want to be treated like a small child who was raped and who was tortured because guess what? Its over and I'm done with it, I want to proceed with you and our life together but every time you pull back I feel like you don't want me because I have been ruined by someone and it hurts"

"No baby, thats not it"

"Then what is it Alex"

"Allison, I want you and I fucking need you"

"Then just"

"shh quiet, let me talk"

"See this is another thing you are bossy" she whines

"I am but not in this situation, come on love listen to me"

"fine" she says folding her arms against her chest, she looks so fucking perfect

"I feel like I love you too AL, I know I am in love with you and I'm falling just as fast" I whisper, I didn't wanna tell her this soon but fuck it, who cares, I love her and she needs to know how much

"You love me?" Her eyes fill with tears

"I do peach, I really do. I didn't want to say it, not so soon"

"You are a pain in the ass, you could have told me Alex" she cries falling on my chest as I rub her back kissing her head

"Im sorry sweet pea, don't cry"

"You are so bad, I had to tell you first and its usually the guy who says it first" I laugh at her words

i hold onto her face so I can look at her

"I love you Allison Stell Scott" I say

"I love you more Alex, I love you so much" she says making my heart beat faster

"Hey don't cry"

"You made me cry stupid" she says smacking my chest sitting up

"Well I'm sorry, I'm extremely sorry"

"Buy me a big huge ice cone and we are even" she puts her terms forward

"Done, anything else" I ask

"Yeah, you remember that author the one with the dark trigger warning book thats Isn't out yet" she asks

I think a little to remind myself and then it clicked, a couple weeks ago she found this book cover on my table and read the little blurb at the back and immediately was so interested

"Yeah I remember" I say

"Yah, I want it now" she says

"Al, that book isn't out for another 4 months" I let her know

"Oh sweetheart, don't lie to yourself and me. I know the editing is done, the cover is chosen and and now we are waiting to release it" dang it how did she know so much

"I read your email" she said grinning making me shake my head

"Peach, I"

"Mr Scott don't, if you want me to forgive you. I want that book and I mean both the duets" she says making me sigh

"Allison love"

"Shh book I want them" she said before leaning down and kissing my lips walking to the bathroom

"Shitttt" I groan out loud grabbing my phone