My perfect weapon

Chapter 2 The Devil Within

Still Andy's POV

After we got to our table and were all sitting there talking, as the day went on, Jackson was trying his damn hardest to flirt with Alexis, but it's like she wasn't interested and I was kind of glad but then little miss jealousy had to get my attention again saying all this cute shit and if I'm being completely honest I just felt sick....

As she was doing this out of the blue Jackson then asked Alexis out and at first there was an awkward silence, but as I went to change the subject she just blurted out "yes of course Jackson I would like that" I found myself thinking what the fuck, why him why can't it be me.

He then leans closer to her and gives her a deep and meaningful kiss... fuck that should be me, why can't that be me, Lilith tries to distract me by trying to give me a cuddle and a kiss... honestly I just wanted to throw up.

I can't watch this anymore "I need some air, excuse me" I say as I softly punch the table as i got up, once I had made it out of the restaurant, I punched a solid brick wall very hard until there was blood. I then take out a cigarette and light it I inhale the smoke like it's the air I breathe.

While I was standing outside I never expected Alexis to come out and check on me but there she was with her amazing smile she asked me "what was that all about Andy are you okay?" I was speechless I couldn't believe she came after me.

I replied with "yeah I'm okay,  I just don't know what came over me, I'm happy for you and Jackson" I lie and as I looked at Alexis she grabbed my hand and dragged me back inside to the back of the restaurant and asked the staff for the first aid kit. This angel had noticed my hand and wanted to fix it straight away. My heart fluttered like crazy with how close she was to me.

"So what happened to your hand?" She asks while she's cleaning it up, I try to find an excuse, any excuse, but i quickly realise i don't have one.

"Okay, here's the truth, I'm not entirely happy for you and Jackson, i know I've just met you but the feelings I'm developing for you are like nothing I've ever experienced before, not even with Lilith" I say hoping she feels the same way.

"Andy...i..." She starts to say something but gets interrupted by Lilith and Jackson coming through the back way together.

I looked over and saw Lilith stood there as  red as a tomato, fuming, which made me remove my hand right away.. "having fun you two, did you forget that we're here too" Lilith said and all I could do was look at her and say "Alexis helped me with my hand but that's it" but Alexis gave me this look and as I went to say something Jackson came over and offered to take her home.

Once again I was so angry but couldn't do anything about it and ended up driving to the beach and just breathing and wondering what do, but by the time I realised it, it was already dark. I said to myself I should really get home Lilith will be losing her mind. But what I didn't know was that Lilith had heard everything that I had said to Alexis, and so did Jackson.

Well I guess I need to face the music sooner or later, but if I'm completely honest I'd rather not go home at all, but I know I have to, so i started to make way home ready to feel the wrath of Lilith. Once I got home I parked my car, turned it off and made my way into the house, and there's Lilith standing at the door with this red scorned look on her face.

"What the hell were you thinking you complete asshole, what would have happened if Jackson and I hadn't of came out when we did huh?" She screams in my face, I then throw my keys on the table and look at her as I just walk past her and I say "I'm sorry but I can't go on pretending anymore, Lilith, I don't think I'm attracted to you anymore, and so I want a divorce"

She just stood there in shock and she said "Is this because of Alexis?" I looked over at her but didn't say a word, I just grabbed some things, while she just followed me around the house begging for me to stay but I just couldn't do it, I would be lying to myself, and with that I got all of my stuff together into one big bag and walked out.