~mhm~ means singing!
»another shitty day« I thought as I got up from bed. I got in front of my body mirror. Scars and bruises a crossed my body. Since I was 6 years the hell happened. My mom died from cancer and my dad didn't care a bit about her. He got a new girlfriend in just two days! Together with my siblings they abused me every single day. Even with the age of 8 I tried to kill my self. It got so far that my dad and brothers rapet me permanently. It continue till I was here the cutting and millions af attempts of suicidal. I never got the peace I deserved.»But today I will find my peace« I thought. „Yuu, Y/N" Grim yelled. „Somebody left this rope on our tree!" »Ok never mind it...« not one of my friends know my secret. No one knows it. But know I have to look for something different than hanging my self... great. „Another rope really it's getting old and it's the 15th time! What the hell is going on?" Yuu yelled from downstairs. »I have to get ready for school...« and so I got ready.
Time skip after first period.
„Y/N" Azul yelled. »Oh boy here comes my crush« I thought. Yea I like Azul. Not like Love him. But I know he likes Yuu so I don't even try. „Why didn't you do as I told you?" He asked. Oh ya I forgot. Only Yuu and Grim are my friends. The orders hated me for being with Yuu in a drom. Which is another reason why I'm suicidal. „I'm sorry but I cannot disobey my perfect!" I said cold. He looks like he is going to beat me up like always. But instead... nothing. I didn't even close my eyes. We made Eye contact. He's eyes are so pretty so mind losing. Meanwhile my eyes were cold and dull. Dark (e/c). Then the bell rang. „Excuse me know..." I said. As I was going to class Ace and Deuce came along. They are okay with me they don't hate me or beat me up. But they just don't like the fact that I'm so close to Yuu. „Yo vice perfect!" Ace yelled. „Heya Ace. Hello Deuce!" I said and gave them a small wave. What I didn't know is that dose two secretly have a crush on me not Yuu. They make it look like they don't like me. „Huh are you two ok? You guys are really red! Do you got a fever?" I asked worried. They just shock their head. „No no we're just fine!" I sighed in relief. „Shot we have to get to class" Deuce said. I nodded.
Time skip to lunch
As always I'm on the Rooftop on the school. I got behind the bars and sat down. I didn't notice everyone I know was there afraid I would jump. I started humming and then singing my favorite song! My R. Bc why not.... (Sorry if you don't like the song)
~Just as I was about to take my shoes off, on the rooftop there I see~
~A girl with braided hair here before me, despite myself I go and scream~
~„Hey don't do it please!"~ ~Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say?~
~I couldn't care less either way~ ~To be honest, I was somewhat pisst~
~This was an opportunity missed~ ~The girl with braided hair told me her woes~ ~„you've probably heard it all before~ ~I really thought that he might be the one~ ~But then he told me he was done"~ ~For God's sake please! Are you serious? I just can't believe~ ~That for some stupid reason, you got here before me~ ~Are you upset 'cause you can't have what you wanted?~ ~you're lucky that you never gotten robbed of anything!~ ~„I'm feeling better, thanks you for listening!~ ~the girl with braided hair than disappeared!~
~Alright today's the day, or so I thought~ ~Just as I took both of my shoes of~ ~There was but a girl short as can be~ ~Despite myself, I go and scream~ ~This petite girl told me her woes~ ~You've probably heard it all before~ ~Everyone ignores me, everyone steals~ ~I don't fit in with anyone here...!~ ~FOR GOD SAKE PLEASE! ARE YOU SERIOUS? I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE~ ~THAT FOR SOME STUPID REASON YOU GOT HERE BEFORE ME~ ~'Cause even so you're still loved by everyone at home!~ ~There's always dinner waiting on the Table, you know?~ ~„I'm hungry", said the girl as she shed a tear~ ~The girl short as can be then disappeared~
~And like that there was someone everyday~
~I listened to their tale~
~I made them turn away~ ~And yet there was no one who~ ~would do this for me, no way I could~ ~Let out all this pain~ ~For the very first time, there I see~ ~someone with the same pains as me~ ~Having done this time and time again~ ~She wore a yellow cardigan~ ~„I just wanna stop the scars that grow~ ~Every time that I go home~ ~That's why I came up here instead"~ ~That's what the girl in the cardigan said~ ~Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say?~ ~I couldn't care less either way~ ~But in the moment I just screamed~ ~Something I cannot believe~ ~„Hey don't do it please!"~ ~And what to do?~ ~I can't stop this girl, oh this is new~ ~For once I think I've bitten off more than I can chew~ ~But even so please just go away so I can't see~ ~your pitiful expression is just too much for me~ ~„I guess today is just not my day...~ ~she looked away from me and then she disappeared~ You got up from sitting and grab the railing for support. Meanwhile the others listend and didn't take their eyes off you just in case. ~There's no one here today, I guess it's time~ ~It's just me myself and I~ Your back is now facing the edge of the roof. ~There is no one who can interfere~ ~no one to get in my way here~ ~Taking of my yellow cardigan~ ~watching my braids all come undone~ You did as you sang. ~This petite girl short as can be~ You made a T pose ~is gone jump know and be free!~ as you fell you heard you name being shouted. Malleus got in action quickly and flow down just in time so you didn't hit your head!
Time skip tow month later
„I'm so so sorry Y/n. If I notice your Kondition I no we wouldn't act like we wanted you dead! I love you more than anything in the world!" Some one said and kissed your forehead. In this moment you open your eyes. „Azul?" You asked. He nodded „I'm here hun I'm here." He said. „I love you Azul. I really really do" I muttered. „me too Y/n! Me to."
