Alone

new start no.3

This will be the third high school I will be attending. I will have to face being the new girl again and to add fuel to the fire I am the new girl with an accent.

I went from a private all girls school to a co-ed government school (it was pure torture) and now finally I will hopefully be joining the last high school I will ever attend. When I first Moved to the country I was put in a  revolting school where the teachers didn't even know I had started, it was the only school with a place for me. I was so thankful when I got the news, that the school closest to me had a spot open for me for year 11. This school was supposed to be my new beginning and my new chance at a fresh start. That is what I kept on telling myself, when in reality I could think of nothing worst than joining a new school and being the new girl again.

Its the night before my first day and I cannot manage to fall asleep with all the nerves I am feeling, what if its a total disaster and it ends up being just like the last one. I got out of my bed and switched on my fairy lights above my head and started reading twilight. What I'm doing is trying to make myself think I'm the main character and try to make my life into a book. Twilight will always have a place in my heart, I will read twilight and pretend that I am Bella Swan and be the new girl who ends up with the hot mysterious guy. There are a few things that I have in common with Bella. 1st I'm from a really hot place and have moved to a really cold miserable town. 2nd I'm moving from a city to a town that has even less people living in it than forks. lastly I also am obsessed with reading romances but I've never experienced one before, I've neve even held a boys hand.

Tomorrow I will walk into school and just pretend I'm living out a movie or book. I read till I fell asleep were I dreamt of misty forests and Edward Cullen.