I'm tired of living in this hell
With my emotionless face
Everyday I listen to the sound of knell
Looks like I'm slow in this race
I try to suck up hot crystal beads everytime they try to escape the broken house through casement,
Just to make sure no one makes fun of me.
I lock the door to prevent the entry of a robber.
I fix the holes of my dwelling with ragged bandages and decorate them with beautiful memories so no one can get in by fixing the injury.
Even after so many attempts of keeping the torment away , I broke.
The tsunami brought a disaster in my life and made everything upside down and now I'm sitting on the broken wooden floor with red blood that has painted the walls .
I was too pathetic to let them ruin my life,
I was too weak to beg them to stay,
I regret what I did however the past can't be changed and all I can do is accept it and move on being devastated with excessive pain.
