Tale of a Tear

life in its darkest night

Life is draining, right?

There may come a time

that you want to give up

but you can't.

And birthday, is the only

alarm clock that will remind you

that you've surpassed

another year trying to survive.

Sometimes, you'll pity yourself

for having no one by your side.

You have no one to express

your resentment.

Then, you'll be thinking

if the world simply loathes

your existence. You have nothing

but negativity in your life.

It's like, everyone betrayed you.

You can survive alone,

but isn't it great to have someone

with whom you can lean on?

Have a circle of friends,

yet you feel alone.

You don't feel like you belong.

You seem like a leech.

Forcing to be one of them,

but you just didn't click.

At night, there's no moon,

for it is hiding. Even stars,

they seem to be avoiding.

No matter how you make

every day bright, the sun

won't just cooperate in

giving some light.

Then, how can I survive

this cruel world?

Without anyone or anything

but darkness and misfortune.

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hello! it's been awhile! almost 1 year or 2, i guess?
how are you, everyone?
i'm back, and will finally continue this book i failed to finish lol (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)