"wow this is your house?!" JJ shouted as we pulled up my drive.
"it's wicked!"
"yeah this is mine and my mums haha"
"you have to show me around! we have 5 hours until my party so it's fine!"
I showed JJ around the house and he shouted "that's wicked!" in every room we went into. He loved the house! We finally got to my room and I slowly opened the door.
"well finally this is my room. Don't laugh at anything as I'm sure most other 17 year old girls have rooms somehow like this" I pushed the door open and he walked in behind me.
"this is actually a pretty cool room!" JJ said as he examined everything I had in there.
"aha thanks, I did it myself!"
Me and JJ sat down on my bed talking before we realised we had to choose me an outfit. I opened my walk in wardrobe door and said "you first" as he walked in.
"a walk in wardrobe as well?! this is wicked oh my gosh." he shouted
"so what shall I wear?" we both turned around in the small space to look at my very few dresses. He picked out a short blue and white dress which I agreed on. I stood on my tip toes and pulled the hanger down off the rack before loosing my step and falling onto JJ. He stood there giggling with my back pushed up against his body before I finally realised what I had done and quickly moved away.
"oh my gosh I'm so sorry!" I said as I burst out laughing.
"haha it's fine, wasn't your fault!" he said chuckling. He probably thought I was pulling a stunt on purpose so I romantically fell into his arms but it was 100% an accident.
The laughter died down and he just stood there staring at me with his beautiful brown eyes. He started coming closer to me and put his hands on my arms as we both leaned in. Our lips brushed together right as I let out a massive hiccup. The perfect moment ruined. I didn't even get to kiss him!
We both moved back and stood there awkwardly.
"um go and try on your dress and i'll tell you what I think!" he broke the silence.
I agreed to the idea and got my dress, walking out of the wardrobe and into the en suite. JJ said he would sit there and give me his opinion when I have it on. I locked the door and started getting undressed. Suddenly my phone started ringing.
"JJ would you get that please?" I called, but there was no answer. The phone kept ringing and I carried on shouting his name but he didn't answer me. I had no choice but to run out there in only my bra and jeans and get the phone. I flung the door open and sprinted out onto my bed grabbing my phone. Luckily I got it in time. It was only my mum telling me what time she would be back. I told her how I had JJ's party tonight so I would be home later on. As I was putting my phone down on the side my bedroom door opened and I stood there in shock as JJ walked in.
"sorry, I was on the toilet and I heard you shouting me to answer..." He said looking up and his jaw dropped open. I spun around qickly hiding my body
"oh my god I'm so sorry! I'll turn around!"
"I um.. it's. um never mind." I stuttered as I ran back into the bathroom. I was massively insecure about my body and I won't let even my best friends see it, I hate it so much. My eyes were filling up and I started quietly crying.
"hey what's the matter? I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to walk in on you like that" he said with a sad sound in his voice.
"please open the door Jas? tell me what's up?" He was being so lovely so I threw my tshirt and slowly unlocked the door. His face looked empty and upset, as he held his arms open. I ran into him giving him a massive hug and he softly brushed my hair at the back of my head with his hand.
"babe what's the matter?"
"I'm just massively insecure and I hate people seeing my body. I'm sorry for over reacting." I said stuttering as he held me tight.
"don't be sorry! I understand! Please don't cry. You're beautiful, from what I have seen so please remember that. I promise you, there's nothing to be insecure about." he said pulling me from the hug and wiping my tears away with his thumbs.
"I look ridiculous when I cry" I said forcing a small giggle.
"you look beautiful however you are!"
"thank you. you don't know how much it means hearing you say those nice things" I said slowly smiling.
"it's fine, don't worry about it. That's what I want to see! You smiling! Now go and try your dress on yeah?" I giggled and made my way back into the bathroom.
JJ's POV-
WE NEARLY KISSED. But we didn't. The awkward hiccup she did was adorable but it meant we didn't kiss. I can't believe she's insecure. She's beautiful! I felt so sorry for her. I hope I cheered her up! When I was hugging her, I felt a different person. She gives me a weird feeling, almost as if I'm falling in love her. I think I am and I'm falling heavy.
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"Okay I'm done but please don't laugh if I look stupid." my tears had gone and I had finally changed into my dress. My hand reached out to the door handle as I walked out of it revealing my outfit.
JJ had a blank expression on his face with his eyes wide open.
"You look amazing. No you look more than that. Wow." he said standing up and walking towards me. He really knows how to make me feel good about myself and I love that. My face turned bright red.
"You're all blushed!"
"I'm not very good with compliments, they always make me go red and it's so embarrassing." I said going even more red. He stood there complimenting me, telling me how blue suited me and brought out my eye colour. 2 hours passed and we had 1 and a half hours until the party, so we got in my car and drove back to his place. His parents had gone out so we had the house party, parent free which is a bonus I guess.
"Got any hot friends coming?" I said giggling as a joke.
"dunno" he said stubbornly. What was that all about? We pulled up to his house and got out the car.
"JJ I'm actually quite nervous. I don't know anybody"
"Don't worry, I'll stick with you! I promise I wont leave you on your own" he said smiling and putting his arm around me, leading me inside.
"Isn't your girlfriend coming though?" I questioned him.
"How do you know I have...oh wait. So you did hear something earlier?" his voice tone changed.
"yes but I didn't want to say anything. I'm sorry. I guess I just got a bit jealous that's all."
"jealous?" he said with a small grin going up his face
"Nah, she's not my girlfriend. Well she was but I broke up with her earlier after trying for 2 weeks. She's not coming." he added.
We walked inside and started getting out all the alcohol and putting it behind a set up bar he had in his living room. This place was about to get crazy. People started arriving and JJ introduced me to all of them. Then an hour after it had started, the party vibe rocked through the house. There was music blasting out and drunk couples dancing. A typical teenage house party.
