The older one.

Chapter one.

It's 7.30 on a friday night,my brother is at work with my father.They are both away for work visiting family but i had school i was caught up on so i couldn't go.
It didn't bother me i wasn't close with my family i was sort of the odd one out,pushed away or to the corner alone all the time.
Ever since my mother died i've changed i've been more quite,depressed and numb to things.
My father claims it wasn't his fault for my mothers death but she died a graffic death,they was coming out from an event and had an argument my mother didn't want my father to drive home as he was very drunk but he wouldn't listen,they had gotten into a crash cctv cameras claim he was too busy looking at my mother shouting at her then concentring on the road.
It was all the newspapers headline,on tvs it was everywhere,it felt like no matter what i did i couldn't escape it i even got reminded on the daily about it from pupils at school.
It was a hard time for all of us but mainly me,my mother and i was extremely close we had a bond that id never had before with anyone and i highly doubt i'll find anther like it
my father doesn't even realise i'm there half the time he's always to busy obsessing over his perfect son to notice me,i don't mind that much i like being alone.

I'm sitting in my room when i hear the doorbell rings followed behind the dogs barking at the door,i walk down the cold marble stairs,barefoot,in my pyjamas.
I open the front door to reveal my best friend chloe standing there,she was wearing a skin tight black dress with matching heels,her blonde hair was slicked up in a pony tail and she had a gold glitter glam makeup look on.
In her hand there was a red,silk dress with matching heels too.Oh god please don't let that be for me,"hi?"i said awkwardly."invite me in then,come on we're going out" she says in a hyper mood "and when did i agree to this?" i question her."right now! come on you never come out,please for me."she looks me in the eyes making me feel guilty for her.
It's true i never go out,i'd rather lay in bed with freshly washed hair,smooth shaved legs,fresh bed sheets and pyjamas then go out partying and drinking.
I just personally don't see the point there's other ways to enjoy teenage years without having to consume, alcohol.
i roll my eyes at her playfully "fine,but where?" i ask her with a lifeless face
she walks up the stairs heading for my bedroom "a club the new one,a work friend had told me there's always good looking boys in there"she winks at me
i grunt "ugh your kidding me?" she nudges my shoulder "come on,you could get laid"she cheers
"i'd rather not thanks " i say while picking up the silk material, she looking around my make up bag and lays some stuff out "im pretty sure your the only one in this whole town who hasn't had sex yet,your time has come" she says whilie studying the dior concealer.
"sexual intercourse is something i'm not i interested in,kissing is just about enough for me but you,you can go for it" i give her a slight smilie.
"get dressed,then i'll do your hair and makeup." she throws the dress and heels at me gently, i waddle out,i can't even walk in these shoes "number one the dress is too short you can quite frankly see my arse in this,and number two the heels there a bit too much for me."i explain to her trying to get my point across that i just wanna stay in.
"stop complaining and sit down already ." she points to the chair, the tag on the dress keeps scratching my skin and i move slightly to stop the irritation.
"sit still ruby." chloe demands.
After about 30 minutes of hell she's finally done i get up and look in the mirror,i can't lie i did look pretty which is odd.I hate myslef i hate the way i look,my facial features but tonight i actually liked it.
I had a light makeup base,my long mascara coated lashes looked beautiful and my long brown hair swooped over my shoulder with curled ends.
My hair is naturally curly so i never straighten it but it looks half decent like this.
"eeek,you look gorg hun"chloe says while clenching her arms she moves me against the wall, "pose,let me take a nice photo of you." i stand there looking miserable,chloe is my best friend ever,she's like a mother to me well ever since my own mother died she's been caring for me like a second one.
After a 25 minute drive she parks the car and we hop out,we get in the line of the club and wait in the que "if a boy comes up to you and talks,keep the conversation going,if he offers you a drink accept just please give it a go and have fun.For me rube." she whines.
i nod my head "okay chloe but if you wanna you know "go off" don't worry about me,im sure it will be fine." i give her a reassuring smilie,my plan is to act like im having a good time so chloe does i don't want to ruin her night just because i don't like "partying".
We get up the security and i show my id we'll fake id that of course chloe forced me to get,she's a few years older than me so she's always clubbing or partying.
We walk in and colourful lights are jumping around the room,music is blasting through the speakers.
Let the "fun" begin.