everything hurts. { pt 1 }

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There is this girl thats called chloe, she is really shy. She is currently 14 years old.

One day she woke up feeling really tired. She had dark under eyes and felt like shit. She woke up pretty late so she didnt have any time to eat. She put her baggy pants on to cover her thighs and a sweater to cover her waist. She took her bag and went to school. Ofc she was late to class, when she walked into science class everyone stared at her. Her hair was messy and skin was dry, everyone whispered to their friends some shit about her. She went to her seat but no one was next to her. After a few classes on embarrassment it was lunch time, she was starving. She went to the cafeteria and took a sandwich and a water bottle. She went to sit somewhere and started eating, but there was 3 girls that came up to her. Vanessa, kendall and sofie, the popular and pretty girls. Kendall was the worst and their "trio" leader.
Kendall looked at her and said: "umm thats our seat?"

"im sorry i didnt know.." chloe apologised knowing if she didnt she'd get beat up.

*kendall took her sandwich and squished it onto her face, took her water and poured it on her*

*chloe ran away while tearing up*

she was in the bathroom sobbing her eyes out, it wasnt even that bad but it really hurt.
she went home ........

*next day*

she woke up feeling so bad and sad. she didnt want to go to school, but she had to. she put a shirt on and some jeans. took her favourite tote bag thinking maybe she would feel better. She had extra time so she decided to braid her hair. she felt very cute and pretty.

*she went to school*

she had some classes and it was all boring and shit, but it was finally luch time. she took her usually sandwich and water but she realised she didnt have enough money. she said sorry, put the sandwich away and started going away. but suddenly some girl said "STOPP".
"hey im lia, i can pay for your lunch!"

"really?? thank you so much!!"

"yeah ofc, do you wanna sit with me"

*chloe said yes and they went to sit somewhere*

while they were talking and eating, chloe noticed some scars on lia's wrist. she asked about them.

"umm, dont tell anyone but i self harm.."

"what why!?"

"when i feel shit then this helps me feel better, dont ever do this tho"

"oh well..."

*bell rings*

"im sorry i gtg to class" says chloe.

after school she got home and was still thinking about the sh that lia did, she tought how does it feel..?

she googled what to use for selfharm. she saw that a blade was the best thing to use.
she tried to find a pencil sharpener, she took the blade out.
and she was thinking, should she try it or not.
but obviously she tried it.
she slowly took the blade and cut herself. she was shocked of what she did, but it kinda felt good.
she did it again, and again and again, going deeper and deeper. after she was done she started sobbing, thinking of what she did and how is she gonna hide them. she cleaned the scars a little bit and put a big bandage on it. hoping that it would go away soon.

this is part 1 !! i hope yall liked it and soon ill make a part 2 ⭐️

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