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Liveless

The first time i saw you was liveless,
it wasn't countless neither did i forget what the time is. It was a pleasant afternoon, after school, in my room, i saw a video of you just shaking away, I didn't find you pretty or even attractive. You were conventionally pretty, but i didn't have the desire of having my feelings reciprocated.
But then, life unexpectedly made a plotwist, Im now with you, I was supposed to be a stranger in your life, now I have all the pages in your book with my name on the footnotes of your life. You made me feel comfortable, you made everything feel peaceful and everything was on your hands. You were the pillar of my heart, the king of my soul. You made me feel at ease, without mentioning your name, Marcus. I still feel the same way, your smile, your hair, your face, your being. I've fall for, but with such care and delicate movement. Slowly, both of us were in a state of mind.
Without telling you such things, you'll know what I feel. With just your smile It makes me heal all the damaged they've done. You could see the best of me. And even in days where I feel so tired, your smile could make me feel lively again. Your everything to me, Marcus. You motivate me to be the best, and inspire me to strive for those dreams of mine.