„You're perfectly wrong for me
And that's why it's so hard to leave." - Shawn Mendes
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After 4 years, Azalea (24) moves on and starts to go on dates. She get to know a handsome guy and slowly becomes happy again. She begins to live her life and en...
"Do you remember when we freshly moved into our first apartment and imagined life? We said that in 5 years we will have children around us. Imagine if I hadn't left you. We would now be a family of three.", he said.
"do you still feel guilty? Charles, it's not your fault. The baby would not have survived anyway, even if you stayed. It was only 20% that the baby would've survived. That's also one of the reasons why I didn't tell you. I wanted to tell you as soon as the baby is 99% safe."
"I know. But maybe it would have worked the second time."
"Charles, It's stupid to think about it now. It happened and as hard as it was, I got over it.", I said now looking at him.
It was a very tough time but it only made me stronger. I'm glad I'm over it.
"You should really go to bed now. you have to be fit tomorrow. It's going to be a busy day tomorrow.", I said and he tightened the hug.
"Yeah you're right.", he said and let go of his hug.
When we arrived at our floor, he accompanied me to Lando's door.
"Good night, Charles."
"Good night, Azalea."
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I was already standing with Kika in the Paddock. We were talking about the Race. She is a very kind person and i like her a lot. Sara came to us and had a huge smile.
"What?", i asked annoyed.
"I had the best night ever. Charles is so good in bed.", she said and my heart broke in thousand pieces. I don't know if I should believe her but why should she lie? She told down to the smallest detail. She's definitely not lying.
"How good for you.", Kika said and she looked also annoyed.
I felt my eyes burn and I struggled to not start to cry.
"I'm going to the toilet. I'll be right back.", I said and I walked as fast I could to the restrooms.
I got in a cabin, closed the toilet lid and sat down on it. I couldn't hold my tears back and I started sobbing. Why does he do this to me? Every time I think things are moving forward, something always happens. How can he be that stupid? I spend there over 30 minutes sobbing and after that I put on a fake smile. I won't let it get me down. If he really needs to fuck her, then he should, but he screwed up.
Charles got P2 and before he finished all his interviews and press conferences I decided to go back to the hotel. Luckily Lando gave me the keycard to his room before the race. I told the girls that I wasn't feeling well and that I'm going back to the hotel. Kika insisted on coming with me but I could still convince her to stay here.
𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐋𝐞𝐜𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐜
After the last press conference, i made my way to the girls. Lando and Pierre were also there.
"Hey.", Sara said with a smile.
"Hey."
I looked around and I couldn't find her. Maybe she is in the restrooms.
"Should we all go out for dinner today? I can write a message in the group chat so the others could join us.", Pierre suggested.
"Yeah sure.", Lando said. Pierre got his phone out and texted in our group chat.
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"Where do you have this?", Lando asked me and I started laughing.
"Alex, Azalea and George won't come.", Pierre said and I looked at him confused.
"Why isn't Azalea coming?", I asked.
"Why do you care?", Sara asked but I ignored her.
"She wasn't feeling well. She drove to the hotel half an hour ago.", Kika said.
"I try to persuade her.", Lando said and we all made our way to the hotel. I texted her but she didn't answer.
One hour later we met in the Lobby. Lando came without Azalea.
"Where is Azalea?", I asked.
"She don't want to come."
"Why?"
"She don't wants to see you.", he said and I was confused.
"Why?", I asked and he looked at Sara. I shook my head questioningly.
"Sara told her what you did last night.", Kika suddenly whispered in my ear.
"What?", I asked her.
"Well you know what. Sex.", I looked at her confused. "Sara told that you fucked her. Since then Aza acted strange."
"I did what? Sara are you stupid?", I said angrily. My jaw and fists clenched. I got very angry. "We have to talk later!", I said to her while I jogged to the elevator. This girl gets on my nerves. Why did I hired her?!
I got as fast as I could out of the elevator and knocked at her door.
