Re:zero reaction to subaru (but with a twist 😈) (On Hiatus Till Motivation)

Part 1: The Journey Begins

Ok first all we need to have some clarification here on who is taking :
This underline text is our Host
Bold is our strory
Normal text will be our cast

We need to clarify who is here:
Emilia camp: Subaru, Emilia,Rem,Ram,Beatrice, Otto, Garfiel, Petra, Federica and of course the clown himseeeeelf Roswaal
Crusch camp: Crusch, Felix and William
Anastasia camp: Anastasia, Julius, Ricardo, Mimi and Tivey
Priscilla camp: Priscilla and Al (to be honest there are more characters I would like to add but most of fandom that are anime only will remember these characters more)

(So we're going to see my past not that it is anything interesting but seeing mom and dad again might feel nice) thought the black haired evil eye knight

As the screen started playing a picture of a small village was showed but the center of it was shown to be pub.

( That's weird I thought we were seeing my time back home. Why are we looking at some random village) thought Subaru

The inside was full of people drinking and having fun. We see a little boy climbing up the table with a knife in his hand
"I'm gonna do it!" exclaimed the boy with a fiery determination.

The people watching were shocked but not by the pub but by who the little boy looked liked.

(That's me when I was 7 years old but that's impossible! ) thought our suffering protagonist

"Subaru-kun that boy looks like you" said the blue haired oni.
"Rem I think that is me"

Wait what!!
How?
What do you mean you think?

"I Don't know ok that kid looks like me but those aren't my memories ok that never happened to me. I lived in a city not on an island!" subaru yelled

I can explain that
"You said we were reacting to Subaru live before he came to our world but he said that's not him" said the half elf

"Hey you were you lying to us or something you fucking...."

"Felt-sama language!! But my lady is right did you lie to us"

Calm done Mr owerpowered I didn't lie your seeing his past.

Wait what?

Kid did you think you only had one life before being isekaied hate to break to ya kid but that's your past life.

"My past life......"Subaru said
He was a state of shock his past life he had some many questions and he didn't need sleep until he got answers.

" So what was... "

No spoilers!!!! If you want to know your past life kid then you must watch.

So without a word they turned their attention back to screen

"Do it I know what it is your gonna do but do it anyway" said a red haired man with a straw hat on his head. But then they saw the boy bring the knife lose to his face before stabbing himself with it

What!
How are you that stupid you stupid contractor, I suppose
Subaru as your friend I feel you shouldn't have done that.

To say they were terrified... No more like dumbfounded at what they just say Subaru stabbing himself.

"Aahhh! What are doing you idiot." After a while we see Subaru with a bandage under his left eye.

"Basaru even in your past life I feel like you cause trouble " exclaimed the pink haired maid.