Into the Unknown

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I take a shaky breath and I can feel tears start to run down my face. "Is Kari banished too?"

Loki shakes his head. "She's just a handmaiden. Not important enough for Odin to care about. Mother is the one that told her to go with Finn."

He puts his arms around me as I continue to cry.

"What about you?" I ask him.

Loki sighs again. "Odin was content to let me spend the rest of my days back in my cell. Though this time Thor and Mother fought against him. Odin finally agreed on letting me out on one condition."

I sniffle. "What was that?"

Loki looks at me with tears in his eyes. "I gave up my right to the throne."

I gasp.

"I never wanted it. The whole time I was in my cell, all I could think about was you. It was Mother that gave me the parchment to write you a letter. I didn't want to worry you, so I lied." He looks at me. "I'm sorry."

I shake my head. "Don't apologize about that." I move so that I am now sitting in his lap and I kiss him. "I just wish you didn't have to give up anything."

Loki wraps his arms around me. "I would gladly give up everything if it meant that I could be with you."

I blush, smile, and hiccup. "Because I'm your Mate? Do you mean like a soulmate?"

Now it's Loki's turn to blush.

"You might call it that, but it's a little bit more than that." He's quiet for a minute before he continues. "When I first met you, after Stuttgart, I...felt something stir in me. Had circumstances been different it would've been a much stronger feeling. I ignored it of course."

He begins to run his fingers up and down my back.

"I felt it again when I saw you on Asgard the first time. I didn't know what it was and I chose to ignore it. After you left, I looked up everything I could to find out why I felt like this around you. It was only after I brought you back to Asgard and you were being healed that I looked into anything I could find about Frost Giants."

He looks sad. I know he still hates that he is one. I give him a reassuring kiss and he gives me a small smile.

"Apparently, Frost Giants have one person that is their Mate. The one they are destined to be with. The book I found described everything I feel when I'm with you." He sighs again. "I just didn't want to accept it at first. I tried to deny it but the longer I was with you, the more difficult it became."

I can feel his fingers lightly trace over the scar on my back and it sends a shiver through me.

"While I was in Asgard, I felt like I couldn't breathe. My body ached being away from you. If Odin hadn't allowed me to come back I would've burned all of Asgard to get back to you."

I chuckle. I had no doubt that Loki meant that. My smile then turns into a frown and I lay my head on his shoulder.

"I'm sorry. I didn't want any of this to happen to you or Finn."

Loki runs his fingers through my hair. "You have nothing to be sorry for, Little One."

"Still, I need to apologize to Finn and Kari."

Loki doesn't say anything. He knows I'm going to apologize whether I really need to or not. Instead he just holds me.

"Loki?" I ask, my voice soft.

"Hm?" He hums.

"One day, will you show me your Frost Giant form?"

Loki pulls me back to look at me. To my surprise he doesn't look angry.

"And what will you do if I show you?" I can see a bit of fear in his eyes.

I smile and move so that I am now straddling his thighs. "Probably jump you and have my way with you." I begin to grind against him and I can feel him start to harden.

He raises both eyebrows.

"Really?" He places both of his hands on my hips and squeezes them.

"Really." I kiss him. "I can't truly love you if I can't love everything that is you."

He lifts me up and I grab his hard cock and position myself over him. With his help I slowly lower myself down on him. We both groan at the feel.

"You really are my Mate." He rolls his head back as I begin to slide up and down on him.

I take the chance and decide to give him my own bruises. I kiss along his neck til I find his pulse point and I suck on it. He growls and his hands grip into my skin. I know I will have bruises there but I don't mind. With his help I bounce up and down on his cock and he leans forward and puts his mouth around one of my nipples.

He moves one hand forward and with his thumb he finds my clit and begins to rub slow circles around it. I moan at his touch. He lets go of my nipple and captures my lips with his, giving me a sloppy kiss.

"I'm...close....so close." I pant.

He kisses me again and with a few more swipes of my clit I clamp down on him as my orgasm hits me. Loki bucks up into me before his own orgasm hits him. He rolls his head back, his eyes are closed and his mouth is slightly open. I lean forward and place a gentle kiss on his exposed neck.

I lay my head on his shoulder again, not wanting to move off of him just yet. I just want to take everything about him in and commit it all to memory. The way sounds, the way he smells of leather, cedar, and his own unique scent. The way he feels. I close my eyes and sigh happily.

"I want to forever be immersed in you. To know everything about you. To be surrounded by your scent, to never go a day without your touch or hearing your voice." He says lowly.

I sit up and look at him. "I was thinking the same thing."

We both chuckle and I slip off of him. I, with some difficulty, make my way into the bathroom to clean myself up. When I come back Loki isn't in the room. I frown but sit back down on the couch. He returns a few minutes later with our plates and cups.

"Our food had gotten cold and our drinks were warm. So I fixed it for us." He is completely clothed but quickly removes his clothes with his magic.

"Thank you." I smile at him and we both eat our dinner.