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Dd- self esteem

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Jay'lynn pov
Today I decided to chill and read comments and there was a lot of hate comments and it was really getting to me and it really hurt and at first I was fine with it then it really started to sink in they called me ugly , things about my body etc etc .
I was just sitting in my bed on insta till everyone started @ing me in this post I posted

Jay'lynn carter

( pretend that's her)
Jay'lynn carter : always been dat girl 🤭
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Comments :

Hater9277: eww she so ugly I can't even stand to look at her I just don't understand why someone would like her
↪️@hater9277 why would u say that your so immature and would u wanna send time in my bestfriends comments so unnecessary. ( Kayla )
This is her bestie

Kayla 19
TikTok: kaylaaa
Insta : kayyy__laaa
( That's all ima put for now back to the comments )
Ashlynn229: I don't like her body she needs to eats more
↪️ stop your ridiculous this needs to stop rn ( Kayla )

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I was crying so hard that I didn't realize dd come in the room.
" mama are u ok " dd said hugging
Me.
I couldn't talk from crying so much
After a while I finally calm downed and told dd what happened.
" dd it was really bad there were making fun of me but Kayla was backing me up I wanted to do it by myself but I was to scared and now I feel like everything is my fault and I also feel like I shouldn't be posting pictures of me and it really hurts " I said tearing up and hope dd was listening " bae it's ok don't worry about them the only thing that matters is that i love you and that I care for you " he said kissing me on the lips.
" idk what to do and it really hurts like I've never felt so bothered about something " I said softly crying " bae come on we're going to get u some of your favorite comforts things"
( your favorite candy )
( your favorite chips )
( your favorite movie )
( your favorite pajamas )
And ( your favorite foods)
After that we payed for everything and went home . I put on my pajamas and I went downstairs to watch my favorite movie ( any movie )
" mama let's take pictures " dd said getting his phone.
" okay stinka " I said walking over to him.

ddosama

@ddosama : y'all leave my wife alone ya Hurd I'm never leaving her and if y'all don't like that then y'all can block us cause at the end of the day that's my wife not y'all's @jay'lynn carter
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Comments:
📌 jay'lynn carter : I love you hubby thank you 💕💞😻
↪️ I love you too wifey 💙

Sugarhilllddot : y'all on top ya Hurd
↪️ you too mh 💯

Jayklickin : buzzin's 😮‍💨
↪️ mh 🫶🏽

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After dd posted that on his insta I kinda felt better but still hate that depression in me I hate that I got those comments and I've been nothing but positive and nice to people.
( Time skip to 3 months later )
Well now I'm sitting here crying writing a letter for dd cuz I feel like it's time for me to let go and feel better .

Dear dd ...
I'm sorry you had to read this because by the time you get here ima be in heaven I really don't like that I'm leaving you but I feel like I wasn't doing enough for everybody liking stay strong for my baby I love you always and forever. Tell everyone ima miss them and I've left you my favorite blanket and a couple of hoodies I love you so much and I'm thankful that you came into my life .
Love jay'lynn Marie Jordan carter
I take my final breath before slicing my self super deep till I lose consciousness......

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Love at first sight - sugarhillddot also there's going to be slow updates

Also I'm sorry if I copied off anyone's story .