I could barely breathe
She was now gone
It was as my soul, not my heart, had been shattered
I could no longer feel hurt
Register pain
Forget the impact she had, had on me
When she went it felt as if the world stopped
Just for a small moment to stomp on my feelings
Just to kill me internally
I could have cried for years
This was until...
I felt her watching over me
My mother finally watching me