Can we just go back? -Pedri

XXXIII

-Isa please baby

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"Ay mija you had me worried sick!" yelled papa running over to my side, inspecting my state.

"I'm fine papa, thank you." I said, pulling his hands away from my aching face. "And I didn't get the chance to properly tell you yesterday but I'm so proud of you papa, you've done it!" I said sitting up to hug him.

"Gracias mija, that means everything to me. You know I love you so much, and Pedri will be getting his karma at practice I promise you that." he said.

"Don't treat him any different please. I understand you're my dad and all, but he worked to be where he's at in futbol, don't mix his love life and his professional life, whether or not you're my daughter." I told him truthfully. No matter how I felt about Pedri right now, even after all he's put me through, I couldn't live with myself if I was the reason why his career ended after he worked so hard to get himself there.

"Okay mija, I promise, in the meantime, mama, the boys, your tios, and Gavi, Mason, Ansu, and Lu are on their way." 

"Tio Xavi and Tio Neymar?" I asked.

"Yes, plus tio Suarez and De Paul who were at the party." he answered.

I nodded, laying back down on the bed to get more comfortable. The doctor came in a few moments later. "Hey, I'm doctor Martinez, I have worked with you today. You're all good, we had to give you some stitches which will take some time to heal but luckily only the one on your forehead to your ear will slightly scar. You will have to stay here overnight to make sure you don't have any sort of concussion or anything that we couldn't find, but other than that you will be perfectly fine in a few weeks." She spoke.

"Thank you Doc." I said smiling at her. She left some pain relievers and a water bottle on the table beside me while making her way out of the room. She stopped quickly, turning to me, "There's a few people waiting outside the room for you, alongside a boy I think his name was Pedro? They aren't letting him come near you." she quickly said.

"Could you bring them all in? Minus Pedro please?" I asked her, excited to see some of them. She nodded her head, walking out as people began pouring into the room to my side. Gavi was first, rushing over and pulling me into a hug.

"Holy shit Bee, how are you? Are you feeling okay? Do you need something?" he asked quickly, rushing out his words.

"Gavs calm down, I'm alright, and no I don't need anything thank you, but I would like to speak to everyone else too, please?" I asked him, peaking behind him to see everyone standing there. He moved out of the way, but not before grabbing my hand and holding it as everyone came up to me.

I thanked everyone for coming and spending time with me, but I wanted to get some rest so only a select few could stay behind. I forced Jude to leave and get some rest, as well as papa, promising him I would be fine with Gavi, Mason, Ansu, and Lu who I let stay behind. 

Gavi had fallen asleep before me ironically enough, so the boys moved him to the couch while Mason took his seat. Ansu and Lu had left to go get me some food, because I needed to eat before I slept. 

"God Isa, I'm so fucking sorry." said Mason, head in hands, tears on the rim of his eyes.  

"For what Mason? You didn't do this to me Mase." I tell him, pulling his hands away from his face. "So what, Pedri got jealous, he doesn't know what happened, and he needs to trust me. And no matter what he was feeling what he did was unacceptable."

"Thank you Isa, but you don't understand how bad he was crying. I mean what he did was unacceptable and all, but he felt horrible. He was crying so hard they had to stabilize him because he couldn't breathe. We were trying to keep him away, knowing you'd be upset, but he was horrible. Mate I don't think I've ever seen a baby cry that bad." he said passing me the pain relievers I had yet to take. 

"Thanks." I quickly swallowed them. "But I don't know what to do. One minute we're great, then all of a sudden he gets jealous, and everything goes to shit." I sigh, already tired of his shit. "To be honest I think you might've been right." 

"Been right about...?" he says confused.

"About Pedri not being right for me Mase. I think it's time for me to move on, I can't keep hurting myself for him." I reply. 

He looks at me, slightly smiling, proud that I finally see what everyone has been saying about him to me. "Even after all of this though, I may have not been wrong about you guys being soulmates. It could be right person wrong time." 

"I'm not sure Mase, I think it might've worked in a different lifetime if we were lucky, just not this one." I smile sadly at him. I really loved Pedri I did, but I'm not sure I could stay with him after tonight. 

We talked about other things until Ansu and Lu had come back.

"Isa I'm so sorry, I couldn't keep him away." said Ansu giving me my food before leading everyone out as Pedri came in. 

"Isa." he said in great distress.

"Pedro please leave."

"Amor, please don't call me that." he said rushing to my side and sitting on the chair next to my bed. He reached for my hand, but I pulled it away, making him suck in a breath.

"Your name is Pedro is it not?" I replied coldly, refusing to even spare him a glance.

"Amor, I didn't mean to do this to you, you know that. I just, I don't know, I saw you and Mason go into the room and come out giggling and I got upset. Then you didn't respond to my messages making me even more upset, and when I went for you, you had all these guys surrounding you, including Mason and then when I pushed you, God I've never regretted something as quick and bad." He was fully crying now, sobbing between his words. "I love you, please Isabella." 

"Pedri, you know I'll always love you. I left so much for you, how could I not? And I do think we're soulmates, just maybe not in this lifetime love." I said to him, reaching my hand to caress his cheek, now crying myself. I looked over at him, taking in his qualities for the last time in a while. "I have to go to sleep now Pedro, I'm very tired." 

"Okay Isa, I love you, and I promise I'm going to make myself a better man for you. If it means I have to wait my life for you, then I will. I mean it this time you're everything and more to me, and I need to fix myself before ever being enough for you again." He smiled down at me.

"I'll take your word for it. Give me some time to heal and maybe one day I'll be ready for you again." I said bringing him in for a weird hug being that I'm still on the bed.

"Can I get one last kiss?" he asked, whipping the tears flowing down his face.

"Come here." I said, standing up and pulling him into a gentle yet very passionate kiss. He grabbed my face pulling my face to his yet making sure not to hurt me. 

He pushed deeper into the kiss, before he put his forehead against mine. "I love you Isa, and I'm being selfish to say I hope you'll only ever love me too."

He left the room.