10 days to go

waking up.

i woke up, i woke up and i saw white and blue and also saw some of my clothes they were dirty, which disguised me as i haven't had my clothes dirty in over 2 years i looked around and quickly realized i was in a hospital i started to panic but then my nurse came in she was blonde with blue eyes and hair in a silky ponytail. i looked at her and saw her name tag on her shirt, her name was jess, Jessica keeper
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"what happened?" i said frightened.  "You got in a car crash, you are going to be okay but will need to stay in the hospital for another day" says Jessica.  My mind was racing as the thought in my head of me in a car crash, as long as ill be okay i thought.
a couple hours later i was watching tv then Jessica came into my room with a worried face, which worried me. she says "im sorry to inform you but, the impact of the car forcing you forward impacted your brain and it turns out you have ten days to live, im so sorry."
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Jessica walks out tearing up as its not fun to tell someone they have 10 days to live.  My heart is racing almost having a panic attack, "i only have 10 days to live?!" i say "i haven't even lived! im only 22 years old" i start crying wanting to get out of the hospital.  If i only have 10 days then i wanna get out of here immediately.  i fall asleep sobbing as the thought im going to die.
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i woke up still in shock but to Jessica saying im discharged, i changed into my clothes as they were not dirty anymore so that was good. then i packed my bag and walked out of the hospital in a white t-shirt ripped jeans and some white and yellow flip flops, i then headed over to my boyfriends house in still complete shock my boyfriends name was Ryder, Ryder Cara
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and he is  a brown haired hottie with brown eyes, my boyfriend is very poor and that sucks for me because im into rich guys but he's different. I pulled up into his driveway super fast and i think he noticed something was wrong because he came out running, even without his shirt on he could of been in the shower.  "Ryder!" i screamed. "baby i was in a car accident..!" i said.
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"im so scared Ryder. i only have 10 days to live." i said almost sobbing.  Ryder broke down in laughter, i stood there shocked and filled with many emotions, i didn't know if he didn't care or thought i was joking, "i'm not joking around Ryder" i say sternly.  "thank god someone's finally getting rid of you!" Ryder said while still trying go hold back laughter.
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I smacked his across his smug face and  ran out of there as fast as i could shocked and angry, i was so confused, i thought he loved me! i thought in my head which was racing.  I drove off and hurried up to go tell my parents, finally i got there stumbled and trying to figure out what to say, "Mom! Dad! help me i was barley breathing because i was having a panic attack.  my dad ran out and carried me into the house, my Mom and Dad helped me calm down then they asked me what was wrong and i couldn't find the words so i stayed quiet, and went to my room to breathe and take a nap,
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i woke up and sat on my bed thinking that if i only had 10 days to live why waste them? i got up and got my white and yellow
flip flops on and headed out to make these last 10 days the best 10 days of my entire life. i headed to the park to look at cute boys with my friends Kira,Lucy and Lilly i haven't told them about my time of death yet, and to be honest i wasn't planning on it until the last 2 days.  Because they would probably make a huge deal out of it, who am i kidding it is a huge deal.
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i felt special for some odd reason.  Now we are at the park and i look so good i have a blue and white dress on and of course my white and yellow flip flops, they are my favorite shoes. i looked around and there was a super cute boy! he has brown hair but i couldn't see his face, i waited until he turned around.  Oh my gosh its Ryder, i started to tear up again and ran off to the porter potty.