ELAƎY- THE RƎVOLT ( THE LOVE SONG SYNDROME SHOW. IV)

5. 9 MILƎ

It's alright, tho really not
I'm gonna try to fix it anyway
Gonna make it clear, can't give up 'til now
I'm gonna do it somehow

Sometimes I just feel like I'ma peels up, still pained not
The way that I do why always keep this fight instead givin' up? Always thinkin' 'bout you just to make you feel that I still write?
Sometimes it's hard and not enough just to be with you but I pretend to my own life
Sometimes I feel like I want to give up trap from an empty place like a little mice
And to show you what kind of level a feelin' and loves like
But I'm here waitin', sometimes I hate you why don't you feel what I feel for this life
Sometimes I think somethin' in me ain't right, I almost hit swallow my own pride
Based on the fact these years I acted right, dwellin' with this fiction put where it looks like this is the real life
Da-duh-duh-da-da, said it before it's all my fault
Great no need to paints or those things to draw
But I continue to climb up this man who wants you to shut up
But I just can't do it, even my whole childhood life til' this manhood's
Just been there and stuck, that's why now I been with this barbed wir'd
So I must get off my bed, then I spit
Oh fuck this shit, you always welcome goin' back home
Without regrets you can lean upon my shoulder as I kept tellin' yo my world run back to this 9 Mile Road

I'm a man, I'ma make my old plan
(It's alright, it's okay)
Time for me to just stand up and travel again old land
(I'm gonna make it anyway)
Time for me to just take matters into my own hands
(Gonna make it, can't give up now)
Once I'm over these tracks, man, I'ma make another again
(I'ma make it somehow)
(9 Mile Road)
And I'm gone, I know right where I'm goin'
(It's alright, it's okay)
Sorry, mommy, I'm groan, I must travel alone
(I'm gonna make it anyway)
Ain't gon' follow no footsteps I'm makin' my own
(Gonna make it, can't give up now)
Only way that I know is for you to feel not to escape from this 9 Mile Road
(I'ma make it somehow)

I'ma makin' my steps walkin' this old train tracks, with a little hope this revolts back
The hope I enjoyed with this spirit I had is to hold you tight back to ease this same crack
Back to the same plans when I met you loose this pants
Chasin' you with this rap, ain't wishin' move hands clap ASAP
Ain't got no new plan, Mommy hope still knew I'm just the same this old man
Pour out this little love, maybe 'til now she don't understand
Sits in front of TV, watchin' no movies instead crap cut your name put it on pad
And just one color 'til now is designed before any colors on crayon draw with these hand
While I draw our future out why these colors are made for big black hole blue gray and rose of red
Even no tellin' a words you knew how much I appreciates you been always off the top of my head
Wish I could turn back the hands of time so I could be your daddy and literally your my own and be my mommy but neither one of us had none
And I keep runnin' for you still chasin' to get back as my own as somethin' I had never treat you so bad
From then I feel so upset, it shows how you humiliate me
Unlike now I grew up, but don't want you to feel the same but this verse isn't done yet
Don't gonna run back or step, this mean isn't back for pay or payback 'cause not enough this payback from teardrops
You are to much precious girl, I'm just tryna do or give somethin' out the best
And in my room I'm all alone I wrote it and I cry
Yo, no I won't do or tellin' you no lie, and from that moment see how these tears and fears can't say goodbye
I usually do look up to the sky there's a great someone behind clouds who hear me cry
Please help me God don't put 'em again which looks like I'ma irregular guy
Yo, hope yo hear me now, mommy whatever yo say
Yo, I'm tellin' you I give you my all say somethin' about it
I'm tellin' you my I love you, this is our first kiss baby no not meant for goodbye
Then you say you love me whatever now I might say, baby 'cause I only I can't believe now literally you never too far
But yo, I need to tell you this, seems isn't easy way
And you gonna hold it tight before it fades away
You're my everythin' I own, hear me now call me as part and your own
Off of this pen then I go back to 9 Mile Road our place

I'm a man, I'ma make my old plan
(It's alright, it's okay)
Time for me to just stand up and travel again old land
(I'm gonna make it anyway)
Time for me to just take matters into my own hands
(Gonna make it, can't give up now)
Once I'm over these tracks, man, I'ma make another again
(I'ma make it somehow)
(9 Mile Road)
And I'm gone, I know right where I'm goin'
(It's alright, it's okay)
Sorry, mommy, I'm groan, I must travel alone
(I'm gonna make it anyway)
Ain't gon' follow no footsteps I'm makin' my own
(Gonna make it, can't give up now)
Only way that I know is for you to feel not to escape from this 9 Mile Road
(I'ma make it somehow)

Now this feeling is mutual as real as you gotta taste it and feel it; once you said it first I didn't notice and wouldn't get it
Or even see what it means, now to you it's like what I want you to feel
To be with you is what I'm waitin' but now here comes the reality girl from the ill pride city
It's too different now, from it's previous uncertain to certain things, feels I'ma graduate
Now here's the proof, you'd never even felt
Like I said you're everythin' to me, does anyone could say that with credibility
But now you seen, felt, smelled, heard even met and had a guilt for this real LOVE
Who's like indestructible when I put you on top of this pedestal that was inside my heart
Though this things not yet but still on focus even in my rough time
So sit and waitin' for this episode as part of this chapter kickin' this dope lyrics
Go out and think rehearse then spit tryna' connect this boost this punchlines go?
But when it comes to sadness time, where do I begin to put these lines go?
Who could understand my pain?
And I only dedicate this song to you but now who can stop the rain?
Or for bein' mad that I have so many questions like put in a bucket?
Cause I ain't enjoy and havin' a good life with this little heart, that's fallin' fuck it to you
Maybe I'm weak but no need for an outlet, I'ma half crazy in love shit
Feelin' a little upset or maybe this planted a feelin' I had tryna' run and hide not to met others
We'll look so out of place but my place is in you ain't no feelin' out shit
At the moment you feel the importance, tryna' understand you did not do this same shit
I'm cold, with this feelin' but ain't gettin' old
Plus the memories, I feel like I wasn't old and stuck for emo mode
My heart now is already fired up, givin' this one thing advice that I don't want to shout out
Or else I'ma call out your name out loud and the city we're you came from where also I want to move out
In my world there's no sun and no air always for black out
How can I enjoy every moment of this life 'cause there's hindrance that makes us as fall apart
And from those each passin' day you treat me as a friend but not now not anymore
I thought it was enough just to make a line draw yo name out of my skins
Sometimes I feel there's somethin' wrong with me, but those somethin' wrong 'bout me isn't me but this feeling towards about you
I'm doin' now what I'm doin', and til' blow with no one can stop this gradually black hole
Just keep myself hide not to expose at this very moment I feel so hot not so cold then I get explode
Sometimes I love history to leads us back from our past that I explore
But so many things now I've learned and some things are not
Yo, like I said before can't bury another memory don't expect I didn't cry
I can no longer patiently waitin' I have to say this but yo gettin' mad 'cause I call you immature
I got every word next in line, all I need is you to say the girl is mine
Like I always do and say got yo in my heart, all I need is yo to make this dream come true
Got this urge, to show yo this is so huge
Suddenly this surge goin' to burst need to absorbed
I'm no longer freightened now, I can smile now
Then it's my turn I'm waitin' to crossed our path again even if it's dangerous curve
Hit the burden and all yo see is sore 'cause it blurred from this 9 Mile Road

I'm a man, I'ma make my old plan
(It's alright, it's okay)
Time for me to just take matters into my own hands
(Gonna make it, can't give up now)
Once I'm over these tracks, man, I'ma make another again
(I'ma make it somehow)
(9 Mile Road)
And I'm gone, I know right where I'm goin'
(It's alright, it's okay)
Sorry, mommy, I'm groan, I must travel alone
(I'm gonna make it anyway)
Ain't gon' follow no footsteps I'm makin' my own
(Gonna make it, can't give up now)
Only way that I know is for you to feel not to escape from this 9 Mile Road
(I'ma make it somehow)

"8 Mile"
Performed by: Eminem
Written by; Marshall Mathers III, Jackson Resto
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