chapter 5

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by 1950schick

by 1950schick

Chapter 5:

I couldn't control it anymore.
And I would not.
I was tired of hiding my true self just to make them happy.
Everyday, being forced to smile, hide the pain, try to forget the past, forced into dresses,corsets and make-up because
I'm ugly, a disgrace to this family.

Pinky up,don't cross your legs, close your mouth and don't talk when it's full, sit up straighter...
I never wanted this. No one ever asked me what I needed.

I need to get out of this house and see the world. I need a social life, a friend. And not just an imaginary one or a teddy bear! No, a real one who I'd be able to hug, cry on their shoulder, talk to them about my problems. I need my own style and hobbies. Learn about myself. If only someone would answer my prayers.