No more fear (Eddie kasbrak X y/n)

Summer depression

I woke up to a voice
"Y/n?! Are you ok?! What happened." The voice said.
I open my eyes to see Richie
"What the hell." I said.
Richie helped me up.
"What happend are you ok? What the hell?!" Richie said
"I'm fine, thanks." I said
"Yea, of course." He said.
Richie walked me to my appointment and he actually was a amazing person.

"You know Tozir your not so bad." I said
"Thanks your not to bad ether." He said laughing a little.
"Thanks for helping me, I will see you later!" I said and I walked up the fire exit to go in my appointment.

Eddie pov
I went to the pharmacy to get some medication.
"Refills Eddie?" Mr.keen asked
"Yeah." I said quietly

"No friends huh?"Gretta said I did not say anything.
"Cute cast no signatures or anything? So sad." She said making a crying/sad face.
I breathed in "I-I didn't want it to get dirty." I spoke up.
"You know it's all bullshit right?" Gretta told me
"What is?" I ask
"Your medication, there placebos." She said
"Whats placebos mean?" I ask her
"Placebo means bullshit, just like I said" she spoke

"Ok here we are mr.Kasbrak. Say hi to your mom for me." Mr.keen said walking away
I grabbed my medication and started walking away.
"I'll sign it for ya." Gretta said
I turned around and walked over to her. I don't know why. I used to have a huge crush on her but then she started being a bitch so I stoped liking her.

She walked over to me and grabbed a marker. She poped gum and started writing.
I tried not to look at her.
I could feel her stair. I saw her necklace that had a G on it and another one that said Gretta. Both where gold.
I smiled slightly then looked down to see her writing LOSER on my cast.
She winked then walked away.
I walked away sad and went home. Not knowing what to do.

Y/n pov
It has been one month sense we all split up. I have gotten depressed and the only one that actually stayed in touch with me was Richie.
Richie would try and make me laugh and try and make me feel happy agin, but it did not work, sometimes it did but most of the time it was hard.
My IED got worse and I kept getting PTSD attacks.
Life sucks and I just want to die, a slow agonizing death.

It was hard for me to get out of bed and I lost interest in a lot of stuff. I felt lost. I felt lonely. I did not know what to do. I missed everyone but
Especially Eddie, now I am positive that I had a crush on Eddie. I want to see him and make sure he is ok. But I can't.

I heard a knock on my door. I get up and walk slowly.
I open it and it's Richie.
"Hey y/n! Want to get something to eat?" Richie asked
"I'm not hungry." I said
"What did you eat today?" He questioned
"Nothing.." I said
"Ok then we are eating, come one." He said grabbing my hand.
I locked the door then Richie held my hand dragging me to a diner.

We sat down at a booth and ordered
We sat talking listening to music, laughing.
I actually felt happy.
We got our food and ate.
I got out my wallet and seance I am poor I did not have a lot, but I had enough to pay.

"What are you doing?" Richie asked
"Getting money. Why?" I said
"No I am paying for both of us, but if you ever tell anyone that I am nice I will find you." He said laughing
I smiled a little
"Ok ok." I said
He payed and we walked around derry, just talking and feeling free. I did not feel sad.

Beverly pov
Tw sa
I will tell you when it ends
I got ready to meet bill, I was excited.
I quietly walked to the fire escape. I unlock the door then look and see there is a lock. I hear a voice.

"Where are you going?" My dad asked
"No where daddy." I said scared
"Your looking prettied up, where are you going?" He asked

"Just with some friends daddy."
"People in town have been saying to me that you have been sneaking around all summer long with a bunch of boys and you y/n are the only girls in the pack." My dad said

"There just friends, I swear." I said
"I know what's in boys minds when they look at you baby, I know. Tell me you are not doing unholy things down in those woods." He said
"No daddy me and y/n would never-" I spoke

"What's this?" He asked pulling out the poem someone gave me.
"It's nothing it's just a poem." I said
"Just a poem? Why did you hid it in your underwear drawer? Why there?" He asked tightening his hand on my wrist.

"Are you still my little girl?" He asked.
I was done with everything, I had to get out.
"No." I whisper
"What?" He asked
"I SAID NO!"I screamed getting out of the grip falling.

He got up from his chair and walked towards me. Still on the floor I backed up.
"Hey away! No! No! Get away!" I screamed
He grabbed my legs, I kicked him in the nuts and ran to the bathroom.

I locked the door and I had to think fast. I grabbed the toilet top and hid behind the bathroom curtain.
I heard the door wiggle then it stoped. I kept put then I heard the door fall.
He then opens the curtains and I smashed the toilet top on his head.

I walked out of the shower and looked at him on the floor blood gushing from his head.
I am not sure if he is dead or not but I had to get out.
I turn to the door and I see the clown.
Next thing I know everything gose black.

Too be continued