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Part 41

I felt as a wave of sadness washed over me. Maybe I need to be a better parent and husband that's why Reich is never happy with the things I do. I mean am I even raising my kids correctly? Am I even giving Reich what he wants in this relationship?

I set my pen back down and closed my eyes. I didn't know what I needed to do to make someone happy with me. I've done everything I could possibly think of. I try to do things for my country and to be the best representation I possibly can. I do everything for Reich so he doesn't have to. I know that he doesn't have the time to do it because he's not home for long periods of time but when he is he doesn't help me at all. All he does is hurt me anyway he possibly could.

I just wanted everything to be back to the way it was.

When we would do everything together. When he would care for me and help me anyway he could. I wonder what happened to that.

He's probably stress about something. Maybe at some point he would be like that again. I would be happy if he did all those things again.

I opened my eyes and took the pen in my hand. He loves me and I love him, he's just stress about something, nothing more and nothing less. He would never hurt me without having a reason.

I finished the paper I was working on and after I was finished I placed it in the complete pile. I then grabbed one of the many unfinished papers on my desk and started to work on that. I started to work on paper after paper for a very long time. It's better to do some than none, that's something my папа would say.

After a while I heard a knock on my door frame. "Russia did you need someth-" I looked up expecting Russia to be there because for some reason that kid wakes up at really early hours of the morning because he can't go back to sleep but instead I saw Reich. "Welcome home Reich, I didn't hear you come inside." I was quite excited to see him. Reich was still wearing his uniform, all that was missing from it though was the black jacket.

A small smile went across my face and Reich smiled back. He walked over to me and got behind me. He wrapped his arms around my shoulders and sat his head on my shoulder. I could feel as my face started to get hot from the contact. "Why are you up so late, Liebling?" I looked down at my paper work and started to write again. "I have to finish my work." Reich then snatched the pen away from me. "Not anymore, your going to bed with me." Reich stood up straight and went next to me. He grabbed the cap of the pen off the desk and put it on. He then opened a random drawer and through it in there.

"Reich I need to finish this." I reached for the drawer that Reich chucked my pen into but he blocked me before I could. "No, your going to bed with me and that's final." I saw as he looked over at the clock. "And look it's almost 3am." I looked over at the clock and he was right, it is almost 3am. "I can also tell that you haven't gotten a lot of sleep." I sighed and looked at the stacks of work I had.

"Reich I really can't." I heard Reich sigh. "Baby, please." he grabbed my hand and intertwined his fingers with mine. "It would make me so happy if you did, if you love me you would do anything to make me happy right, Liebling." I looked back at Reich. It would make him happy if I did. "Okay then." a big smile went across his face. I got up and turned off the lamp on my side table because that was the only thing on.

We walked out of my office and we made our way upstairs to our bedroom. Reich opened the door and after I walked in he closed it behind me. I went over to my side and turned on the lamp that sat there. I was already dressed so I just crawled under the covers and sighed as my head hit the soft pillow.

I closed my eyes and waited for Reich to join me. After a little while I felt as the covers were lifted up and as the bed dipped from the added weight. I opened my eyes and watched as Reich got comfortable in bed. After he stopped moving around I wrapped my arms around his waist and dug my face into his chest. I felt as Reich started to play with my hair which made me even more tired.