i don't know my friend gave me a what type of dere are you and it really reminds me with that one self indulgent oc i have where they love someone sooo bad but that someone eventually overshines them. no matter how much they love them, their hatred over LOSING is a lot more deeper than the deepest fucking trench known to mankind. so basically obsession over both WINNING and the PERSON tragically mixes up together and then they killed them. the end.
..it's self indulgent.
i wanna write lore but it's all in my head so i don't want to write it anymore it's so infuriating gah dayum
