𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐌𝐄 , notti osama

chapter fifteen, 015

"lani? you hungry?" jay asks, ignoring dd. kalani shook her head, staring at dd's side profile. he looked pissed.

"dd?" she muttered, trying to catch his attention, but his eyes were on jay. the love he held for her, was no longer in his eyes. it was just hate, and anger.

jay sucked his teeth, "why you worried bout dis nigga? he need fuckin help."

"how can you say that about your brother? he did some fucked up things , i get it but YOU shouldn't be upset. all this shit that happened involved me! you were never involved justin! so please don't sit hea & think all this happened to you."

"i forgave him. everything is fine , now fuck out my room." she mugs. jay rolls his eyes, "siyani wanna talk to you."

kalani frowned, she hadn't seen siyani in forver. one because of the hospital and two because he was super busy hanging out with his girl kamryn.

nodding she turned back to dd, jay closed the door leaving out. once he was gone dd's mood instantly changed, confusing kalani.

"talk to me d. lemme kno how you feel please."

dd eyed her, "you chose him kalani." he mumbled. "you chose him ova me & look how dat shit turned out? notti continues to fuck you ova, i would neva treat you like dis! i haven't fucked with any girls since you bro. milan? neva kissed her. crystal? fucked her once, but all i could think about was you."

"you make me go crazy kalani. i don't kno who i am when i'm around you." dd gulped. he felt so vulnerable under kalani's gaze.

"seeing you and notti be around each other, do couple things. it hurts." he mutters. "i didn't react we bad knowing he did a song about you, but i wish it was me. i wish i was the one that did that, i wish i was the one you chose."

"you left me so many times, it didn't feel like that for you, but for me? it did. it hurt seeing you cut everyone off including me because of notti. every time he fucked up, you left. i needed you kalani. i still need you. i wanna be around you, i can't not be close to you. you make me go crazy but i love it. you make me get outta character."

"i would kill for you. i would kill anyone for you. if you ever wanted me to stop doing something i would in ah heartbeat." dd confesses. "when your around, you make me so excited."

kalani blushes slightly.

"i can't help but get angry when niggas stare at you. i love you so fucking much."

"dd i'm so sorry.." kalani frowns, wrapping the boy into a hug. "i am so so sorry, i had no idea. i don't mean to hurt you, i love you so much d you don't understand. i'm sorry i couldn't return the feelings."

"do you regret it?" — "regret wha?"

"kissing me." dd muttered as his face was in-between her breast. "... no david. i don't. i loved kissing you, i think that's what made me realize i chose the wrong brother."

dd froze, his heart skipping a beat.

"i should've chose you. it's such a wrong thing to say but i don't care. you were always there for me, always sticking up for me, i don't know how i didn't notice. i love you david. every part of you." kalani mutters into his ear. dd pulled back, his and kalani's face close. their nose touching.

"i wanna help you. i wanna help you get better d. i'll be here, every step of the way, i promise. i'm not leaving."

dd leaned in, in attempt to kiss her, kalani shakes her head and pulls away. "no d. everything is happening to soon, jus let's slow it down okay? can we do that?"

dd nods. kalani smiles, "we need to get you into therapy, and meds. did your doctor provide you medicine?"

"mhm." he hums. "have you been takin it?"

dd snorts, "fuck no."

"david." she deadpans him. "bro it makes me sleepy lani, youn understand."

"look how it's makin you act without it! your hurting yourself in the progress, you need to start takin it."

dd mugs her. "please david." she whines, "i really want you to be okay. if your family finds out about this and everything else you've done, they'll lock you away. away from me dd."

dd eyes harden as he tightened his grip on kalani's waist, making her wince. "dd your hurting me." his grip was hard, actually hurting her.

he released his grip, rubbing the spot gently. "i'm sorry mama." he mutters, feeling bad. "this is why i can't be around you. your gonna leave me kalani." he voice stuttered, kalani bit her bottom lip.

dd sounded like he was gonna cry.

1. fear of abandonment.
2. extreme mood swings.

kalani shook her head, "i'm not gonna leave dd. i promised you that."

kalani used her brands to wipe dd's face, giving him a soft smile. she leaned in and placed a kiss on his forehead.

"let's go eat d." kalani pulled him up, him holding her hand tightly, scared to let go.

this would be a hard time for kalani and dd. but she would make it work.

MISSDESIRAEE WRITES.
what else y'all want to happen?
this is jus the start to dd getting help.