𝟑𝟒. 𝐒𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠

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"And I could belong to the night"

Oh, yes I could! Yes, because night and clubs became my home.

"Eyes, your eyes"

Then your eyes arrived to complicate things, because after all I knew I could never forget them as soon as I saw them.

"I can see in your eyes"

You had revived me all over again, I hadn't started a new chapter, but a whole new story and I understood that I was able to love and I had deluded myself, yes I had deluded myself that I could also have been loved, then I had looked deep into your eyes and understood the truth.

"You make me wanna die

I'll never be good enough"

And that was it, I knew I would never be enough for him.

"You make me wanna die

And everything you love

Will burn up in the light"

The only thing he liked about me was when I made him enjoy the night. Once the day came he didn't care about me anymore, he could easily throw me away.

"And everytime I look inside your eyes

You make me wanna die"

I could pretend all I wanted, but when I looked into his eyes, I understood the truth and it made me want to die.

"Taste me, drink my soul

Show me all the things that I shouldn't know

When there's a new moon on the rise

I had everything, opportunities for eternity

And I could belong to the night"

I became his doll, I let him do what he wanted to me, indeed it was I myself who begged him to touch me, to taste me. With him I had experienced things I should never have experienced.

"Eyes, your eyes

I can see in your eyes, your eyes

Everything in your eyes, your eyes"

His stupid, beautiful blue eyes.

"You make me wanna die

I'll never be good enough

You make me wanna die

And everything you love

Will burn up in the light

And everytime I look inside your eyes

(I'm burning in the light)

You make me wanna die"

What had become of the carefree boy I was? When had I turned into one of the many victims of love? I had always thought of love as a stupid and senseless thing that only makes people weak and to tell the truth I wasn't even sure it really existed. Now I know why they say "Fall in love" because everything that falls breaks and now I did too.

"I would die for you, my love, my love"

Because while you hate me, I would die for you.

"I would lie for you, my love, my love"

Like I did with Zayn, defending you to death.

"And I steal for you, my love, my love"

As I had when I stole the key to the principal's office.

𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐳𝐚 𝟐𝟓𝟖 [𝐄𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐓𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧]Where stories live. Discover now