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After our last period, I immediately go to the parking lot to get my car.

I'm going to the cemetery to visit my mom's grave it's her birthday today.

"Happiest Birthday Mom! I'm still alive, yeah haha. I miss you, it's been a year since you're not here with me. Si Dad? He's now living with his mistress and their children. But, don't worry mom, dad's still supporting my financial needs but it's kulang so.....I do part time job. I know you'll get mad at me if you're here but...youre not here eh Hope na happy ka diyan mom......I-I love you so so much!" salita ko na para bang buhay siya at naririnig ang aking mga sinasabi.
It's been 4 years since she died because of cancer.
Haha, it's hard to accept that she's not here watching me to achieve my dreams and to support what I wanted to do. I'm now laying besides my mom's grave crying and missing her.
Hindi ko na namalayan, 6:00 na pala ng gabi.
"Mom, uuwi na po ako ha? pakasaya ka diyan. Palagi niyo po ako gabayan ha? Wait me there mom, just let me achieve our dream that we planned before.....just guide me, mom, guide me. I love you!"

I packed my things and left the cemetery.
I am now driving when suddenly *gurgle gurgle* it's my stomach! Oh my gosh! Hindi pa nga pa pala ako nakain! What a gaga!
Dumaan muna ako saglit sa isang café

"Here's your order ms." sabi sa akin ng isang waiter. Nag take out na lang ako since may research pa kami na kailangan gawin! OO MAY RESEARCH PA PALA!! I ALMOST FORGOT!!

Mabilis kong pinatakbo ang aking sasakyan para agad na makarating sa aking condo. I run papunta sa elevator dahil 8:00 na! since malayo ang cemetery dito gabi na ako naka uwi! Aish! I have a lot of research to do pa! SHIT! SHIT! kung bakit naman kasi three days lang ang ibinigay na oras para makagawa???DEADLINE NA TOMORROW!! MY GOD!! strict pa naman!!

*BOOGSH* natapon ang dala kong pagkain at kape! letse, kapag minamalas ka nga naman oh! hindi pa nga ako nakakapag luto at kumakain eh!