Before 18

Childhood

Life it's all about what u decide u avoid it's make future god not decided your future but in your life your mistake your interest your love your way it's all what u choose at the time at the end of day you standing on your own map what u draw it in past ....
It's happen to me my name it's jc I am normal middle class family no dad only mom my dad left me when I was small I don't have siblings I will never know siblings so good when I grow why I am writing this story may be life teach me lot at the end of the day ........when I study in school I am so different I don't understand what my character  it's I don't even know introvert are extrovert I have friend but I avoid roaming  I like sports but I don't want to participate my teacher say u have some attitude  no I will study I will get good mark but I don't want I love draw since 5 yrs I love maths when I study 2nd why I like drawing I don't share the secret any one else First time writing here reason when my mom bought one magazine it's inside one kids activities book I draw one leader I don't know why I draw that time my mom happy and it's look like Xerox's my daughter really talented she say  neighbour relative all my mom so happy that day  I never see she happy like this before ..I choose draw everyday because my mom happy are my mom want smile more I don't know  after  one day I dance one random song in front my mom , my mom take and join me one class it's necessary may be .... It's my childhood my mom frankly since my childhood full chapters created by mom she send me good school good classes good food she give all what I needed but she don't have support then how she get money she work hard she left all her happiness she work more than 12 hrs my school finish 3 I wait for my mom still 9 pm at the school gate we don't have option my fav chocolate kit kart the reasons my mom buy this when i take full mark in maths every time i think if any miracle happen I need change my life are any angle come change my life then what I need to change my life....I don't   Know because I am still  10 what I change ... I have one friend  I need to introduce and much after she read this she get angry  she only one always with me sense I know the world ...when we're I need the company my life without this character nothing ......
      I will speak about her lot next chapter and other   thing in school first time here about love age of 10 i join next level class new section new surrounding I don't know about any of them then suddenly one girl running towards me  and say show me your hand i show the hand  she say in your hand I saw alphabet S may be your future husband name start S I will be shock what my future husband but what it's the meaning ....then I wish in myself and keep saying welcome to new world I just realised I am in new class new section and new people so I keep looking scan my place where I go to seat they will be my gang in life time  so if seat front are back and suddenly teacher came oh new student what your name ...jc  .
            Mmmmm.., ok jc then sit near by Swe in the front oooooo  my life I hope I can't enjoy my life hopefully in the front nothing I must be good students no try to the good students so meat my first bencher the one girl specs she does not give me  good vibe but I must share one secret   She is my enemy for 7 year you want reason nothing I don't like her she vibe very bad you want her name she name...........Sharon ok I don't want waste my type move on next second girl she look so good girl but reality a good girl evil mind because she must be one of my crime partner travel withe me 17 years I forget say the name she it's swe and another one sheeba she must be my best friend for 2 year you must know she good at by-heart all the thing good at doing homework and class work she only have one weakness's you cannot by heart my fav subject yes of course maths now you  know the reason why she it's my best friend
                 Guess who will I speak this three .......... It's my enemy Sharon I think I don't know the reason why I speak with her let leave ...she share time table all thing ...and 2nd thing she like swe she best friend it's swe.........but why I am sitting in front bench ...........