UNSURE

The start of everything

The story of Khali

Khali, the eldest daughter of her family, is also the clan's black sheep. She had a typical childhood for a typical family of heirs, which means she learned from her personal maid rather than her own mother, which leads to self-destructive behavior and addiction.

Khali's POV:

My mother found out one day that she was going to have a baby, which made her worried about my dead little brother, who died at birth due to stress and premature birth. She decided to leave her job and stay at home with her children. Everything became unsure at that point.

...12 years later

I decided to go out with my friends that day, and my soul brother, my boy best friend, was going to buy me my first vape. I was excited because I wanted to try vaping instead of cigarettes, so we all met up in a restaurant that sells delectable pantries. We're all talking and having a good time when one of my friends brought someone I had never met before. She appeared innocent, and I was intrigued because a mutual friend told me she thought I was attractive. I didn't believe her at first, but we eventually started talking.

I found her aloof and became interested in her, but then I discovered she was in a long-distance relationship with a guy. So I simply believe it is preferable to be friends with her. One night when we were chatting, we came to a topic about threesome, which surprised me because I didn't expect someone to ask me about that kind of stuff. As the conversation continued, she randomly asked me about a very intimate stuff, which fascinated me because I wanted to experience those things. So we struck a deal, a no-strings-attached deal, and we both agreed to the terms.

We did all the strange things we'd been thinking about on a Sunday afternoon in a motel. That was the start of my unsure journey. As time passed, I became friends with her friends, and as an outcome, I've met someone who was brilliant and gorgeous. That person was my first genuine relationship. Our first meeting was during their graduation rehearsal. I was very shy because it was my first time experiencing such an event. I brought her flowers and took our first picture together on the day of their graduation.

The next day, one of our mutual friends is hosting a graduation party, and I was not supposed to go, but I really wanted to. I intended to surprise her by attending the party, I failed, I told her I would be there. Then I showed up in the party, we started drinking, and that's when I confessed to her and asked her to be my girlfriend. After that, everything went smoothly for the next two months. The third month of our relationship was the start of the downfall and distance because she fell out of love, and I tried everything I could to make it work, but it didn't. We parted on good terms, and it was the first time I experienced a breakup.

Experiencing my first breakup was hard, and I don't know how to cope with it. I tried different methods of coping up until I reached the point where I started becoming addicted to using cigarettes. I really tried my best not to get addicted, but I can't help myself because that's the only thing I know that has helped me through the chaos I've been through.

Then...I met someone that made everything chaotically unsure...