Twenty-five🦋grief🫶🏽

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" I do not wanna do this tonight" i say

"That is ok baby , are you ok though" Jadon asked sounding very worried

"Yeah I am fine just so tired, I wanna sleep
I will make it up to you tomorrow or something" I say to Jadon

As I walked away I removed all of my clothes so I was just in my underwear I went to the bathroom and removed my makeup then I joined Jadon in bed
We shared a kiss and then we both went to sleep

——- Friday 10th February

The next morning I woke up to Jadon smother me in kisses
I was naked and was laying on my stomach
So he was kissing all of my back and my neck

"Stop" i grunted

He stopped and laid down

"You okay?"he asked

Mhm I mumbled

"Sleep good?"

Mhm I grunted

" you still tired!" He asked

"Jadon stop for god sake stop asking me questions, just leave me" I snapped

"Fine, okay well I am going to practice so I will see you when you have a nicer attitude" he says getting out of my bed
Going into the closet getting dressed and then going into the bathroom to brush his teeth and left the house I could also
Hear him mutter under his breath numerous of times
And he also slammed my front door

I sat up with my back and head rested against my head board
I pulled my knees close me to
And took the pillow that was next to me and smelt it !
It smelt of him
I wanted him
I needed him
But he had every right to react the way he acted ,

I stayed in my bed all day . I did not even shower or eat and Jadon had not come back so I guessed he was either hanging around with friends or at home. I realised I need talk to him, I do not like the fact we are not speaking
So I gave him a message

———

Jadon🫶🏽

Hi Jadon
Listen I am so sorry
At this morning
Please can you come back
I wanna speak to you

What do you want to
Speak about just?
Message me !!

About this morning
Please I beg
I was so wrong for
Speaking to you like that

Ok fine I will be round in
10 minutes

————

After 10 minutes I heard my front door open and someone walking upstairs it was Jadon !
As soon as I saw him at the door frame I instantly cried
He sat down on the bed and held my hand

"Talk to me" he says

"I am so so sorry for speaking to you like that earlier you did not deserve it"  i say crying uncontrollably

"That fine baby,are you ok though?" He asked double checking

"Mhm, it has been a month since my mom and dad passed away , they was horrible to me but they are still my parents, I know that is not an excuse to have an attitude but I am fighting and struggling to understand everyday" I tell him honestly

" oh my baby girl, I am so so sorry I had no idea, and yes you had every right to have that attitude, losing parents must be hard I could not think of anything worser
And yes they were horrible to you but at the end of the day they were your parents"

"C-can I have a hug?" I asked him

He just smiled at me
He put his hands under my armpit and lifted me to his lap
I wrapped my arms around his neck
And my leg's wrapped around his torso and my head was buried in his neck!

I finally calmed down ,
It felt good being in his presence
We stayed like this for a while

"I will never speak you like that again I swear" I mumbled in his neck

"Ok princess"

We stayed like this for some more

"Have you eaten today?"he asked me

I shock my head no

"Want me you make some food it is dinner time?" He asked

"Yes please, can you make that really good pasta again? I asked looking at him smiling

"Of course anything for you baby,
Why don't you go freshen up and i will go and cook for us"

I gave him a kiss and I got off him and went into the bathroom and had a shower and washed my hair
It always made feel good
I also spent time on skincare
I got changed in my sleepwear
And I just tidied up room a little

When I saw Jadon coming in my room with two bowls in his hand with two bottle of cold water from the refrigerator
We sat on the bed and watched some avengers movie whilst we ate our pasta

"So so good" I say finishing my bowl

"There is more down stairs if you want More" Jadon say

"Can I . I am super hungry" I say

"Of course baby , want me to get it?" He asked

"Ok your quicker" i say giggling

He takes mine and his bowl and goes down to the kitchen and gets us some more pasta
He then came Back up
And we carried on watching the movie and finished eating

"My favourite meal I swear" I say looking at him

" me or the pasta" he says with his little smirk

We carried on watching the movie till it ended and Jadon the took the bowls down stairs
He then took ages to return I was trying to work out what he was doing
Till he walked through the door with two mugs in his hand

" I made us a hot chocolate, I hope it makes you feel better" he say passing me the mug

"You in general make me feel better, but thank you for this" I say

We both drink our hot chocolate and watch another movie till I feel asleep on him

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Jadon is not in the squad today
I really wonder if he is ok 😢
Anyways my other book
'Today,tomorrow and forever-Jadon sancho'
Is slowly being uploaded

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